sEaLeD wiTh A FuX

2008-01-13T01:34:00.002-08:00

MY NEW LOVES <3

Ahahaha. I haven't blogged in FOREVER and I know no one will read this because everyone has given up on my dead blog BUT...

I HAVE TO SAY THIS!

'Cause when I'm like freakin old, I can check ym archives and read about my teenage life! And I never want to forget my new loves all my life so I better write it down here so that when I'm an old ahma playing mahjong with Jiro, I will still have records about this.

The last time I went nuts over a celeb was over Jiro Wang, a member of Fahrenheit. Here he is:

Hawt, ne? Of course he is! He's MY Jiro.

And now, on 25th Dec 07, I officially fell in love with my new obsessions - DBSK! DONG BANG SHIN KI! TOHOSHINKI! DONG BANG SHIN GI! TONG VFANG XIEN QI! Aahhaha~they have too many names but damn, they are sooooo HAWT! BAHHH.

I owe it to Oli, my AF friend who went nuts over DBSK one day and kept feeding me links to their clips.

And ta-daaaaa~I saw their Rising Sun Mv and BAM! I was super electrified by them! BAHH! Now I'm a total Cassiopeia(DBSK fan).

Why do I love them?

They're blardy hawt. Blardy talented. Blardy sexy. Blardy can dance. Blardy can sing. What else could I possibly want!?

So, I'll skip the chitchat. PICTURES!

From left: Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun, Hero Jaejoong, Max Changmin, U-know Yunho

AREN'T THEY SOOOO BLARDY HAWT!?

My faves in DBSK would have to be:

1. HERO JAEJOONG

Gosh. He is soo totally gorgeous can! BAHHHHH. And his voice...it's awesome.

Lazy to type so on to my second FAVE!

2. MAX CHANGMIN

It's his durian hair in Triangle that made me fall in love with him. GOSH! SEXXXXY.

He is sooo HAWT, ne? And cute! BAHH. And he's only 19, turning 20 this year! Gosh gosh gosh.

I also love Junsu but I don't have much pics of him. Ah well.

SO I HAVE DECIDED!

I WILL MARRY JIRO, JAEJOONG AND CHANGMIN! MY NEW MEN!

*Jaejoong and Junsu will be shared with Oli. BAHH.

Other DBSK fans other than myself:

~JIA CHIE THE UBER GEEK!

~SIAU INN THE BERTHIA!

See see! I'm not the ONLY one.

And I'm depserate here.

I HAVE TO SEE DBSK LIVE! OHH PLEASE OHH PLEASE LET DBSK COME TO MSIA AGAIN THIS YEAR!

I need tickets!

I'll wash your car.

I'll walk your dog.

I'll help clean your dog's poop.

I NEED MONEY.

I'll buy the lottery if all else fails.

I'll enter all contests to win tix.

Also, please...

DONATE TO THE MXWTSDBSK FUND!

MINXIANWANTSTOSEEDBSK FUND!

IT'S VERY MEANINGFUL!

SO DONATE!

She needs tickets!

2007-11-05T23:05:00.001-08:00

Eh. Eh. Eh. I abadoned this blog for too long! Must blog, must blog. What happened to my passion for blogging (which I never had in the first place anyway)???

Ok, quick updates on what happened before PMR. Umm, the Sivik play thing? That's the only thing that I have pictures of. Ohh and Merdeka Celebrations! But it's all with Ai Vee, I think. Ohh well, enjoy the pic spam.

Shoot. Forgot that I removed those pics from my com and stored 'em in my thumbdrive. Ahh well. Enjoy this pictures that me and Siau Inn drew in class one day.

It was a game actually, we fold the strip of paper into four sections and I draw the head and then I fold it and she draws the body and she folds it(so I can't see) and I draw the lower half of the body and so on. You get it, right? You're not too retarded, I hope.

Introducing THREE HAWTIES: (frm left) Wu Zun the Octopus (MUAHAHAHAHAHA!), Jiro Wang and Danson Tang(which me and Siau Inn renamed Diskaun Tang, no offense though, I love Danson and all)

Jiro Wang the ultimate hawtie!

From left: Diskaun Tang aka Tang Yu Zhe/Danson Tang(sorry! Didn't mean to insult Danson, it just so happened that we drew him), O Ba Sang(weird creation) and Fan Shih Man(Mr. Potato, edited version by me and Siau Inn)

From left: Zun the octopus-looking dude, Jiro Wang and Pa Ree Shee(Paris)

From left: Goh Kiat Chun aka Wu Zun the Supermodel/Octopus, Pa Ree Shee(Paris) AND JIRO WANG. I must say, Jiro Wang looks exceptionally hawt for a drawing.

And btw, doesn't Zun look like a blardy octopus? Admit it. You Zun fans know he does.

Kay. That's all. Will go upload more pics later. Can't blame you if you didn't get this post. It was too random. Ohh and check out this vid:

Screw you la if you don't think the lead singer in this vid is HAWT. You must be either blind or you have no taste in guys at all. That's all. I'm out. Need to do more Jiro-ing.

2007-10-06T03:09:00.000-07:00

PMR IS OVER!!!!

Yeah, yeah, I know, I'm one day late!!! Okay, what to blog about?

Uhhh, well, recently, I just got something awesome, it is called Photoshop and oh my god, it can do wonders!!!!! Seriously! Well, only if you are like freaking PRO or something like this famous blogger Xia Xue (http://xiaxue.blogspot.com). Are you ready to see the absolute wonders of Photoshop?

First of all, let me state, these were all done by Xia Xue, not me. I just took them to show you guys how awesome Photoshop is. One day, I shall be pro enough to do this too.

Look at this first picture!!! Hot, eh?

Come, let's make her even hotter!!! FUIYORRRR~burning hot!!!

Come, come, let's look at it again! Are you all like O.O now?? I know I am.

So far, the only I've managed to do with Photoshop is "memayatkan" someone (make someone look like a corpse!!!! GRRRRRRRR~I can't get it back to normal!!!

Look at what I've done to my husband!!!! Someone help me fix it!!!

So yesterday I went to Siau Inn and Cherise's house right after the Geo paper and we played Photoshop, went online, played PS2 , went to padang, ate chips, drank Slurpees, O2Jam-ed and many more!! We created many interesting creations with Photoshop but I'm not allowed to post it here. If you want to see them, you can ask me and I MIGHT mail it to you. Ok, that's all about my life. On to another topic, I have more interesting pictures!!!

Look at this guy. Hot, right? His name is Jiro Wang.

Okay, next pic. Do you think the person in this pic is the same guy as the earlier pic?? C'mon, make a guess!! Are they the same person or not?

O.O

The answer is NO, they are not and IN FACT, THE PERSON IN THE SECOND PIC IS NOT EVEN A GUY!!!! SHE IS A GIRL!!!

WHOA, WHAT A HOT GIRL, RIGHT?? I WOULD LIKE HER IF I DIDN'T KNOW SHE WAS A GIRL!!!!! SHE IS LIKE HOTTER THAN REAL GUYS!!!

Well, that's the end of my post today. I just got lazy so I'm showing you people some interesting photos. I'm off to pregnify Jessica in my Photoshop. I have a pic of her from the Sivik play where she is acting as a pregnant lady. I will experiment and make her even more pregnant!! Hahahahah~I know, I am so wu liao but whatever la!!!

2007-06-08T04:17:00.000-07:00

Nothing Better To Do

Ah. I'm at the point where I have nothing better to do. Actually, I'm at this point most of the time. Sure, I COULD do my Chinese hw but I DON'T WANNA. So here I am. Blogging. I have to stay online 'cause I'm dloading this manga for my mom and the file is HUMONGOUS, 700 MB!!! It's like the size of SDO!! Seriously, this proves that I really, really love my mom. Hah!! Therefore, to kill time, I went blog-hopping and saw this little quizzes on Denise and Nich's blogs so I went and tried it out too. Here are the results:

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male

Your brain leans femaleYou think with your heart, not your headSweet and considerate, you are a giverBut you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

WhatGender Is Your Brain?

Lolx. I think with my heart, not my head. That's quite insulting in a weird way, though.

Your Outrageous Name is:

Ofelia Heiney

Outrageous Name Generator

Ofelia what!? Blardy name generator.

You Are 12% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds.You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

How Nerdy Are You?

HAH!! I'm no freakin nerd!!!

You're Kind of Stupid

You got 6/10 questions right!There's some things most people know... except for you.

Are You Stupid?

T.T I'm kinda stupid...that's sadly saddening...

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Experimenting

You're all about looking at the facts, and you could always use more of them.You see life as your lab - and you're always trying out new things, people, and ideas.
The master of mix and match, you're always coming up with unique combinations.You are good at getting a group to reach consensus.

What's" Your Thinking Style?

I experiment? Didn't know that. Now I can go be a mad scientist!!! YEAH!!

Your Life Is Worth...

$910,500

How Much Is Your Life Worth?

WHOA. My lame, boyfriend-less, admirer-less, manga-fanatic, anime-fanatic, LALA, possibly silly, easily influenced, dull, average life is WORTH THAT MUCH!?

Well, gotta go now. I love this website now. I'll do more quizzes next time, it's kinda addictive!!

2007-06-06T21:22:00.000-07:00

I Love This Song

Title: 恶作剧(Prank)

This song is darn nice!!! Love it!! Yes, I know, it's a Chinese song but who cares!!! It's nice like nobody's business nice!!! I couldn't help so I had to share it with you all.

Lyrics:

恶作剧

我找不到很好的原因
去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异
我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔的侵袭
也许飘来好消息
一切新鲜有点冒险
请告诉我怎么走到终点
没有人了解
没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋
我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧
我找不到很好的原因
去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异
我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义
奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔的侵袭
也许飘来好消息
我才发现你好耀眼
请让我再瞧瞧你的双眼
没有人了解
没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋
我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧

Translation(I did this myself so some of it is wrong):
I can't find a good enough reason
To stop all this closeness
This feeling is too unique
I'm sorry but I can't explain it
I believe in this love
Miracles might happen
The gentle wind
Might bring along good news
Everything's new It's a bit risky
Please tell me how to walk till the end
No one understands
No one is like me and my romance with a stranger
I think I will start to miss you
But I just met you
I suspect this strange incident is just a prank
I think I'm beginning to like you
Because I possess the courage to love
I simply allow myself to be immersed in this prank that you gave
I can't find a good enough reason
To stop all this closeness
This feeling is too unique
I'm sorry but I can't explain it
I believe in this love
Miracles might happen
The gentle wind
Might bring along good news
I just noticed that you're very blinding(I'm not too sure about this translation because the word means that something is so bright till it's almost blinding)
Please let me gaze at your eyes once again
No one understands
No one is like me and my romance with a stranger
I think I will start to miss you
But I just met you
I suspect this strange incident is just a prank
I think I'm beginning to like you
Because I possess the courage to love
I simply allow myself to be immersed in this prank that you gave

2007-05-25T08:54:00.000-07:00

ME IS LALA !!!

I am becoming a lala mui!!! AHHH!!! I can't believe this..! I have never liked any freakin lala taiwanese boyband except F4 and I'm not proud of that =.=".

But now, every since I started watching Hanazakarino Kimitachihe( Hua Yang Sao Nian Sao Nu) at 7pm on 8tv...I have fallen in love with Fahrenheit!! NOOO...I can't believe my self.. Fahrenheit is every lala mui's dream ...

I am such a hypocrite...this is what i said about fahrenheit at the start of the year..

"Aiyarr..fahrenheit is just some lame lala boyband..bet u how much..end of this year..they not famous d..eiyerr..evry lala gal file got fahrenheit pic.. i hate them like shit!"

AND NOW,
I love them!!!

Ok..i only love ONE (only ONE) of their members--Jiro Wang(Iknow,lala-ness)

I don't really like the rest..i've never even heard their songs..

but jiro wang..darn cute!! LOVE HIM!! *screams like total lala fangirl..WO AI NI,JIRO!!*

Look at him..cute,ne?

I am so lala. I am so lala. Iam so lala. I am so lala. I am so lala. I am so lala.

BUT, i won't turn into a complete lala...no way in freakin hell i will ever put on one of those lala outfits..NO FREAKIN WAY MAN!

lala sense of style is so weird..they can't decide what to wear so they terus pakai semua..

eg: they wear shirt , then they wear singlet over it...then they wear skirt..then they wear leggings under the skirt...

IN the end...they look like kek lapis (layer cake)...

>.<>.<

I HAVE BEEN LALA-FIED!!!

ugh..see ya all..

P/S>> No offense to lala people ,f u think ur lala ..that is.. ^.^

2007-05-22T07:35:00.000-07:00

Quick Post

Exam over.
I didnt study.
Marks average.
Better than what I desrve.
Didnt fail Sejarah.
Busy copying someone's Sejarah project.
Broke.
Have so many people's presents to buy.
Need extra cash.
Not that desperate for the money, though.
Need mangas.
Looking forward to O.W.L bday party and Cherise bday outing.
Can't wait for holiday.
Don't want hols to end coz once hols end, exam non-stop.
My com crash.
Can't online.
WAHHHH >.<

See ya all...^.^

2007-04-28T01:51:00.000-07:00

MY BLOG IS ONE YEAR OLD!!!

I just noticed this!!! I started the blog on the 9th of April 2006!!! As i look back on my older posts, I noticed my style of writing has changed like hell!!

I used to write like this:

wahhhh....these few dayz very siao.......i'm like so tired.......a lot of thingz happened......like the creation of AHL........then.....sumthing also happened at the start of diz week...monday.....my art teacher...dunno wat happen 2 her......suddenly storm into da class......super bad mood.....start scolding da whole class.....evry1 was like : " wtf......wats wrong wit her man....." and then she suddenly ask : '' who never bring art paper!?" .......then me n my frenz ( juz so happen dat day we so kao unlucky neva bring......normally we will bring.....so swt man...) ..we all stand up...n say we neva bring......then she was like :" GO TO THE DISCIPLINE OFFICE......!!!!!!!! ".....n then me n my frenz ....we were all.....:"omg.....she siao adi......suddenly ask us 2 go 2 discipline office......normally other ppl dun bring oso she dun care........what the...." so she took out a piece of paper n write our names down......n then she write ..." these students never bring art paper....they alwiz tlk in class.....very rude........" me n my frenz was like so damn angry......we neva bring art paper only ....muz write dat we r rude.....stupid man........so we all went down to the discipline office...cursing under our breath.....n then we stay there for like 1 hour...then only the discipline teacher n our form teacher come in.......they scold us.....i feel so sad man......now our form teacher muz b so disappointed...see us get into trouble......sigh.......then we all got ten markz demerick EACH........juz 4 forgetting 2 bring art paper.....wasting our time man.........my art teacher sux man......

And now I write in full sentences and use full stops!!! I dont know whether this style of writing is better or my old style. And last tiem, all my posts were multi-coloured, seriously pening to look at it >.< !!

And this is my very fist post ever, you can check it out in my archives but I'll just place it here:

Yay......my first post at this blog....i hope its not lame.....omg....wat to write...um.....actually i dun reli spread rumours.........but ppl say i very damn big MOUTH...... :(......sure..i got spread a few.....maybe not so little lah.....rumours b4......but.......aihh...who cares....this is my first post ...so it has 2 b interesting.......

Actually i start this blog coz i wan the whole world 2 share my thoughts...my life.....and also bcoz i was seriously bored.....XD......maybe i shud intro myself here...ok...i'm a fun-loving 14 year old gal......sumtimes i go a bit "siao" n do lame stuff........i hate bitches...wannabees...sluts....or wtvr.......i've got gr8 frenz n sum not so gr8 frenz whose names will not b mentioned...unless they want it to b mentioned or wtvr.....i go 2 this skool which i s basically ok...xcept 4 the fact dat they make us wear diz stupid badges 4 sum seriously LAME campaign and its like...FREAKIN BIG...and..the fact dat it had reli weird rulez like....girls can only use one stairs n boys gotta use another in order 2 like , avoid physical contact or wtvr.........and i'm not gonna b perasan n say dat i'm popular in skool or wtvr.......coz i'm not......i'm juz like totally average.....i like hanging out wit cool...funloving ppl...whether its a boy or a gal.....i guess dats pretty much it..........lazy 2 write any more........and...one more thing .....

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST !!!!!!!!!!!!
yay..i'm done wit my first post!!!!!...hope its not LAME

I hope you all have enjoyed reading my blog as much as i have enjoyed blogging. Nah, I'm just bullshitting. I only blog when I'm freakin bored.

And I read this really famous blogger's blog , http://xiaxue.blogspot.com . She's a professinal blogger and earns money by blogging.I read one of her posts and found it super interesting that I had to share it.

She was complaining about being short and all and came up with this story( I rewrote the story so it would be shorter. A few parts are different too because I cant remember it that well.):

Long long ago, when people were still acting like gila babis and running around and living in caves, there were three types of people-- The Tall, The Average-Height and The Short.

So The Tall were the most powerful for they could reach all the coconuts and bananas on the tree. They were practically the leaders. The Average-Height were a bunch of baboons for they were lazy and simply did nothing all day. The Short were shunned because they were short and couldnt reach any coconuts or bananas. But The Short were freakin smart, their brains were more HUMONGOUS than MOJOJOJO.

Then The Tall decide that only The Tall were allowed to *ahem ahem* reproduce because they wanted the next generation to be all tall. So The Tallest Man and The Tallest Woman made babies all day long. The Short were really unhappy and kept on complaining. And The Tall kept on "DOING IT" and made a whole lot of "noises". So The Average got pissed and killed The Tallest Man and The Tallest Woman. The Tall were angry and moved to another side of the land.

The Short then took over and with their massive brains, they made all sorts of thingies to help them reach the bananas and coconuts and hunt the DoDo birds for food. The Average did nothing and relied on The Short. Then one day, The Short got angry with The Average and moved to another side of the land.

The Average were useless and ran out of food. They died and were never heard of anymore.

Then the world began to go through hakisan tanah and all. The land split into many pieces. So, The Tall ended up in Paris, Italy and so on.

And The Short ended up in Malaysia and Singapore.

=The End=

I highly recommend her blog. Its so funny!!!

Anyway, happy 1st bday to my blog and bye bye!!

*.*Life is drawing without and eraser*.*

2007-04-21T03:00:00.000-07:00

Hot Anime And Manga Characters

Hello once again after one month!!! I recently read Adelaine's post on hot anime/manga guys and I felt that she left so many hot guys out and some people in her list doesn't belong there (hahahaha Adelaine). Therefore, I'm making a follow-up list for the guys she failed to put in(plus, it's a really good way to update for there's not much typing). I made this list with Ling Yen's help and approval. So here goes:

*This list is in random order and no ratings are given.

I'm editing this post again because I missed out on two guys and these two are really crucial in my list. So here they are, better late then never.

Wolfram and Conrad from Kyo Kara Maoh (God[?]Save Our King!)

The blonde guy is Wolfram, not the dark-haired guy. I really despise the dark-haired guy(Yuri).

Conrad

The blonde guy is Wolfram, the brown-haired guy is Conrad.

But, first of all, I am obliged to mention THE BEST OF THE BEST-LOOKING PEOPLE (not just the guys!) in manga -- VAMPIRE KNIGHT!!!!!! (I know Adelaine already mentioned them but I had to include pics of the Vampire Knight people.)

Zero,Yuki and Kaname

Zero

Zero,Yuki and Kaname

The Vampire Knight cast (They are all so gorgeous!! Zero is the gray-haired guy holding a rose in his palm; Yuki is the girl in the red dress and Kaname is the dark-haired guy holding Yuki's waist.)

Yuki and Zero

Zero and Kaname

Kaname and Yuki

Zero and Yuki

Zero,Yuki and Kaname

Zero and Yuki

Zero and Yuki

I think i put too much Vampire Knight pictures. Ah well, here's the rest of the list:

Train Heartnet frm Black Cat

Hikaru and Kaoru Hitachiin frm Ouran High School Host Club

Tamaki Suou frm Ouran High School Host Club

Natsume Hyuuga frm Alice Academy

Kyo and Yuki frm Fruits Basket

Kyo

Yuki

Tamahome frm Curious Play

Suboshi and Amiboshi frm Curious Play

Azusa frm Hot Gimmick (recommended by Ling Yen)

Touya,Yuuhi and Aki frm Ayashi No Ceres

Touya

Yuuhi

Aki

Touya,Yuuhi and Aki

Maki (aka Chen Xi Xi,Adelaine) frm Gakkou No Ojikan (Maede is the light-haired guy. I couldn't find a pic of him alone,however.)

Haru frm rave

The list ends here. These are all the guys Ling Yen and I could think of at the moment. Hope you enjoy it! (Especially you,Adelaine!! Haha...I only put the guys you left out.) See ya NEXT MONTH!!!

2007-03-16T21:00:00.000-07:00

Finally decided to sit down and update my blog. This post is a month’s worth so no complains if I slack off for a whole month. (Yes, I know I’m an irresponsible blogger.) I’ve decided to split it into a few mini-posts for it is quicker and easier to read that way.

Subject: Puan Vijaya
Puan Vijaya’s daughter has recently passed away at the young age of 18 due to a puncture in the heart. Puan Vijaya is a teacher from my school and personally, I think she’s one of the best teachers around. I was shocked when I heard the news and I think that we should all pay her some respect and cooperate with her. It’s the least we could do. I wish to offer my deepest condolences to her.

Subject: Awful Feeling
Have you ever said something out loud without much thought and consideration and therefore insulting and hurting someone else’s feelings? I have and recently too. Seems like I just can’t keep my mouth shut sometimes. Then you get this awful feeling of guilt hanging over you and you just feel so bad. I feel horrid. Even though the person I insulted and put down so terribly wasn’t someone I like very much but still, I hate this feeling. I don’t know whether that person still remembers this but god, I feel like such a stupid and horrible and petty person. Tried to say sorry but just couldn’t gather the courage to say it properly. I sounded silly when I said it so obviously the person refused to acknowledge it.

Oh, if only I wasn’t such a petty and calculative person!!! Then, I would never have insulted that person so badly. And to top it off, I said it in front of his mother!!! I really don’t deserve to live anymore. But I’m really sorry for what I said and I realize how much it would have hurt that person but I can’t take it back. The only way is to try my best and make amends.

Subject: Books
Recently went to this book sale and it was awesome. Rekindled my love for books that I abandoned a while ago. Bought a few books for like RM10 each. I was so pleased. The books I bought were rather new ones like “Everyone worth Knowing” from the author who wrote “The Devil Wears Prada” and “Where Rainbows End” by Cecilia Ahern. I also bought two others that looked interesting titled “My Desperate Love Diary by Kelly Ann” that was written by Liz Rettig and “Bergdorf Blondes” by Plum Skyes. I also saw “The Undomestic Goddess” by Sophie Kinsella, the author who wrote the fantastic “Shopaholic” series but didn’t buy it because it was RM18. I regretted it instantly because all these books are being sold for RM30 – RM40 elsewhere. And the books were in good condition and were totally new, not second-hand. Regret it. Also bought some “The Simpsons” comic books that can’t be found anywhere else, well at least I think so.

So I read one of the books (the only one I’ve read so far) and it was a pretty good read. I read “My Desperate Love Diary by Kelly Ann” by Liz Rettig. It was the typical yet entirely loveable storyline. It was about this girl, Kelly Ann, who likes this guy, G. She is so convinced that G is meant for her and that G is a wonderful person. It was so obvious that G was a complete jerk who only wanted her for sex but she just never realized it. How stupid. Her friends and everyone around her can see what a useless idiot G is but she seems to see past it all and claims that G is misunderstood by others. She has this guy friend, Chris, who’s very close to her. Chris has liked her for ages and it’s so very clear that he likes her. Everyone can see it. Furthermore, Chris is a very good-looking and sought-after boy in school. But somehow, this stupid girl is so oblivious to it and never realized it. Still, she ends up with Chris in the end and happy ending as always.

After reading this book, it made me think. Is it possible for one to be so unconscious and unaware of the truth? The truth that your guy friend loves you and your crush is nothing but an egoistic and unworthy guy. It seems kind of hard to miss, doesn’t it? I don’t think that there are still girls that ignorant out there. But you know, I wouldn’t mind being that girl. Not one bit.

Subject: Geography and History Folio
My Geography and History Folio Current Status: Untouched. I’ll start working on it. One day, I will. Anyway, if you have any information about the folio and all, please tell me. I'd appreciate it!

Subject: Sloth
Sloth is one of the seven deadly sins and I am aware that this is one of my biggest sins. I just love to procrastinate and push everything off till the last hour or more accurately, the last second. I studied for my March test the day before every subject. Stayed up for three days straight cramming and the day before my History exam, I brought my History textbook to the restaurant when I had dinner with my family. Got to cure this habit. I am also guilty of another deadly sin, gluttony. Got to stop eating non-stop or I’ll become a big fat hippopotamus. I’ve got half a mind to go anorexic but just love food so darn much. Arghh, the agony of it all.

Subject: Life and How Meaningless It Is
I am slowly starting to believe that William Shakespeare’s poem, “Life’s Brief Candle” that I studied during Form 1. Oh tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow. How dreary life can be at times. Why can’t I be like those people on TV or in books and discover some magical power or discover a new world brimming with magic or something? Life’s but a walking shadow, quote William Shakespeare. It really is so unreal. I am satisfied with life in a way but I am really bored with it. It is nothing but a brief candle after all.

Subject: Hideous Blogskin
I despise my blogskin. There’s something wrong with it, I know. I will change it. Sooner or later, that is. (Yes, I am an irresponsible blogger. I’ve said this twice already.)

Subject: Wish List
If anyone paid any attention, you will notice that I have a wish list on the left side of my blog. And you will most probably notice that nothing has been striked off yet. The thing is, I don’t know the HTML code and I don’t have a clue on how to strike anything off. Help, please.

Subject: Saturday
Can’t wait for Saturday. Can’t wait to get to Times Square. Been dying to go there for ages. I want to sit down in Borders and read manga in English. And there’s an anime shop, a really big anime shop, I want to visit. Yay!! Also want to go shopping but that’s highly unlikely as I’m going with my dad and you can’t but clothes with your dad, unfortunately.

Subject: Holiday Mood
Oh, school is starting soon and I am dreading it. I am already in full-fledged holiday mood and am already acting like I’m finished with my PMR. Save me!!!

Subject: Youtube Addict
I have been watching Youtube for days and am addicted to it. I watch Ouran High School Host Club all day long. I’ve already got someone to burn the entire show for me but it’s taking too long. So Youtube’s like the alternative. Youtube is pretty slow at times but can be lightning fast once in a while so it all depends on your luck. The screen is tiny but I’m practically living on Youtube. What’ll I do without it?

Subject: New Computer, Hopefully
I was walking around Imbi Plaza the other day. Imbi Plaza’s like a haven for computer stuff. It has got everything and has the best prices in town. And it’s so crowded. Had to wade through a gigantic crowd just to look around. But it was all worth it as my dad seemed to gain an interest in new computers so I just might be getting one. I’ll just keep my fingers crossed. And I also bought a USB LAN so I can finally use Streamyx. Finally, I’m no longer stuck with 12 kb per second TMNet dial-up connection.

Subject: Recent Purchases
I finally bought the entire 70 episodes of Card Captor Sakura on DVD!!! I don’t even know why I’m mentioning this but I’m watching it all day long. I’m going to fail my PMR at this rate.

My two absolute favourite pictures of Sakura and Syaoran from Card Captor Sakura.

Subject: Anything New, Perhaps?
The subject speaks for itself. Anything new happening? Please, tell me something. It’s deathly boring nowadays. Need to get my hands on some fresh and new gossip.

Subject: Lack of Pictures
My blog is rather boring for it lacks of pictures, doesn’t it? I’m going to work on that.

Subject: Running Out of Subjects
I’m spamming here. Can’t think of anymore subjects. Wait, let me refresh my memory on what’s been going on in my dull and uninspiring life.

Subject: Japanese
I am highly interested in learning Japanese but can’t seem to find somewhere near my house to learn Japanese, sadly. Sometime I really do regret moving so far away. But I’ve been picking up a few words here and there from anime, mostly. Example, ‘yume’ means dream and ‘hime’ means princess. It’s not much but I’m learning. Also, I noticed that Japanese people often address people in different ways. Example, let’s say the person is named Reika and I hear them saying ‘Reika-san’ or ‘Reika-chan’ or ‘Reika-kun’. Can anyone enlighten me on the difference between ‘-san’, ‘-chan’ and ‘-kun’?

Subject: Childhood Friends of the Opposite Sex
I looked through one of the books I bought at the sale (as mentioned earlier) and found it very nice and heart-warming. The title of the book is “Where Rainbows End” by Cecilia Ahern and its about two childhood friends, Alex and Rosie. They’ve known each other since they were five and remain the best of friends even though they’re already 30. They care a lot about each other and know each other so well. They share their secrets, experiences in life. They both mean the world to each other and are in love with each other but only realized it much later. It’s so sweet and makes me wish I had a childhood friend like that. Wouldn’t it be wonderful to have a childhood of the opposite sex who’d stay with you through thick or thin and is always there for you?

Subject: Friends of the Opposite Sex
I don’t really have guy friends but I have a lot of girl friends. You know, guy friends are actually in some ways better than girl friends because they are more frank and will say what’s on their mind. And they are usually very protective of you and will stand up for you. It’s not that girl friends are no good but guy friends have their own advantages too. Still, appreciate all your friends and if you have girl and guy friends then that’s even better. I really wish I had a guy friend, not just any guy friend, someone who’d actually listen to what I say and tell me about his experiences. Think about it, it’s really different than having friends of the same sex.

Subject: People Who Only Approach You When They Want Something from You
There are people like that and I know people like that. They won’t talk to you unless they want a favor from you. They’d suddenly walk up to you out of the blue and ask you how you are. Then, they’d slowly bring up the topic of the favor they want to ask of you and then, you find yourself doing it. Has happened to me loads of times. However, I am very proud to say that I have discovered a way to beat this people at their own game. When they begin to ask you to help them, interrupt them and ask they to help you with something instead!!! Then they’ll have to help you and trust me, they’ll never attempt to ask you for another favor. Isn’t it the most fool-proof way ever? Hahaha, now that person is helping me do something whilst I sit back and relax.

Subject: Of Pimples and Dark Eye Rings
I hate pimples. My skin sucks. I’ve got dark eye rings so deep and so dark I just feel like a darn panda bear. Sorry. Allow me to whine and drone on and on about my lousy skin quality.

Subject: The Coolest Thing Ever
There’s this girl in Singapore who makes a living out of blogging. She’s really famous and her blog gets about 20000 hits a day. People are paying her to place ads on her blog. How fun!!! Her blog address is http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/ , I think. Wish I could make a living like that. Haha, dream on, Min Xian, dream on.

Subject: Ouran High School Host Club
When I love a certain anime, I can't help but want to share it or in other words, I just like to blab about it. So here's the first episode of Ouran High School Host Club, it's split into 3 short parts so if you ever have the time, just let it load and watch it. Believe me, you'll laugh your heart out. And there's some pictures too.

Episode 1 Part 1

Episode 1 Part 2

Episode 1 Part 3

If you still want to watch it, look for it in Youtube.

A picture of the Host Club.

A picture of the Host Club dressed up as characters from Alice in Wonderland.

A screenshot from the first episode where they first laid their eyes on instant coffee a.k.a 'Commoner Coffee'.

Another screenshot from another episode.

The King of the Host Club - Tamaki Suou.(My favourite character.He's hilarious and had me rolling on the floor laughing.)

The Vice President of the Host Club a.k.a The Shadow King - Kyouya Ootori and Members of the Host Club - The Hitachiin brothers, Hikaru and Kaoru.

Subject: Hope This Isn’t Boring
I hope this long-winded post isn’t boring. Mentioned a whole lot of uninteresting and trivial stuff. Forgive me for I am a self-declared irresponsible blogger.

Well, that’s the end of my update. Won’t be updating for a while. I’m so bored. Help me. Please!!!! Tell me something new!!! Hope this post was enjoyable. Best wishes!!

2007-01-30T23:48:00.000-08:00

Non-Anime Related Post

Ok.(I just noticed, I always start my posts with Ok,dont I?)My beloved ,oh-so-beloved Alice Academy has come to an end !!! T.T I was seriously crying like crap when they were showing the last episode on Animax and after it ended,the thing that always comes out when a series has ended came out,you know,the notice that says :"This is the final episode of this current season of this show. Please keep watching Animax.I started screming (serious!) when that notice came out. But the manga has so much more to the story so i guess I can live....hopefully.But I look forward to Alice Academy EVERY SINGLE DAY at school,its like the thing keeping me going.And now,they just crapped out some crappy ending as a closure for the anime because the producers of the show have NO BUDGET!!!You know,if every Alice Academy fan donated them 1 buck ,they would seriously have enough money to make a second season.So now,I'm just running on Alice Academy mangas n fanfics.And there's not much new shows on Animax except for Black Cat and Magikano.The rest are all stupid repeats.Black Cat is nice but I've watched it already and the guy in Black Cat,Train Heartnet,is SUPER HOT when he was still an assasin but later on when he stopped being an assasin,he wore different clothes and lost his hotness.And as for Magikano...no comment...cant judge a book by its cover you know.

OK.OK.Sorry.This was supposed to be a non-anime related post so I gotta unanime-fy(this is not a real word) myself.Well..I guess I should talk about life.Life.Life is so very boring and so very very dull.I seriously have got nothing to say.Well I did hear something funny today.Siau Inn was telling me this and I kept on laughing ..I dont know why.So here it goes:

1st question--
SI(Siau Inn):Satu datuk campur dua datuk?
Me:Dua datuk!!! ^.^

Then she proceeded to the next question--
SI:Dua datuk tolak satu nenek?
Me:Satu..satu DANEK!!! (later on I was like WTH is danek!?)
SI:Dua datuk tolak satu nenek...nenek jatuh la!!

Then I kept on laughing.Non-stop.Darn funny!!! I dont know why but it's really simple and its the simplicity that makes it funny. And I saw Ade's post on the jokes.FUNNY like nobody's business!!Go check it out.I seriously like the one about the guy wanting to hold the girl's hand.I have no idea where she got it.I wish I got such stuff instead of the usual chain mail i get.I mean,dont you hatechain mail? It always goes like "If you dont forward this to blablabla , blablabla will happen to you".I really really hate that type of mail.I am really scared of it and therefore,I dont open it and I dont delete it so all my mail is like piling up and theres already 360plus unread messages.So please DO NOT SEND ME SUCH STUFF.I will not read it.I fear it.Send me jokes and nice stuff that DOESNT need to be forwarded.

And you know,different girls have different tastes in guys ,right? And my taste is always said to
be...VERY SUCKY.But you know it doesnt suck that much !! It sucks a lil but not that much.According to people,my taste it at the level of the ground.But,hehe,someone has worse taste than me,which is ADELAINE!!! HAHAHA!! She said 'ahem-ahem' was not bad (you know who I mean,Ade).So my taste may be at the level of the ground but hers is buried in the ground,recycled a billion times and has already became toilet paper.Adelaine,dont kill me,you know its true :P So what I did was collect comments on level of hotness for guys of a few of my friends and compared it(yeah,I know,I have nothing better to do).So heres my report :

Heres my level of hotness for guys--

HOT : HOT!!But according to some people,my HOT is really ugly but sometimes my hot is really hot you know!! Serious!! C'mon,my taste is not that bad ,right?? RIGHT!? ^.^"

HOT BUT LALA : If you dont know what lala means ,then never mind.And people who do know what lala means and people who are lala,please dont take it as an insult and dont trash me.

OK : OK lorrr..can I guess...not much feeling..

CUTE : KAWAII!!! Cute...baby cute,mostly.

NOT HOT : Not hot..just plain unhot.

UGLY :UGGGGLLLLLLYYYYYYYY!!!UUUU-GGG-LLLL-YYYY!!! Please!!!You know what I mean.

DONT FEEL LIKE INSULTING : Usually on nice guys who are not very hot so I dont insult them.

NERD : Unfortunately,I think nerd is my taste. T.T

To me,quite frankly,if the guy is average-looking(sometimes maybe even ugly +.+),nice,not hated by many,can make me laugh,a good talking partner and maybe shares a little in common with me,then I would seriously like him.It just takes that much.

Heres Siau Inn and Mei-Yan's level of hotness for guys--

*They have simple levels and have,I think,very nice taste in guys and seem to fall for the type of guy that will not be "EEEW"-ed by anyone.But Siau Inn hasnt really fell for anyone yet so I'm not sure but I know she rates guys well.And sadly they rate all the guys I like as "EEEW" :(

Siau Inn and her level of hotness for guys and her comments:

Hot : Hot and tall.

Ok : Not bad.

Below Ok : Aiya ..

Ugly : Ugly!

*Siau Inn's comments are very very simple,arent they?

Mei-Yan and her level of hotness for guys and her comments:

Hot : Got abs,got bangs,plays a band instrument and has a good personality.

Cute : Hehe...so cute!! Cute/good personality.

Ok-ok la : Average ...

No comment : Err...look for personality..

*Mei-Yan's comments are equally simple but she does have certain requirements..hehe.

And now,its time for Cherise and Ling Yen's level of hotness for guys.AND THEY ARE THE FUSSIEST OF THE LOT!!!SUPER FUSSY!!!Their taste is not exceptionally good,they are just fussy!!! Yeah yeah,they have good standards and all...ok ok fine,they totally booed all the guys I regarded as hot.My taste is very very bad ,according to them.Critics!!So hard to please!!! :P Haha..So here we are--

Cherise's level of hotness for guys and her comments:

Drop dead gorgeous : Whoa!Shut...up!!Temporarily at a loss for words.

Yummy : Deliciously cute!

Hot : Definitely do not mind at all.

Average Joe : Not bad,especially if he has a good personality.

Erm....ok lar : And thats a VERY big "erm".

Not hot : Swt! How can you even consider THAT?

Are you kidding : OMG...(in a bad way)

Have you lost your mind? : Send to Tanjung Rambutan A.S.A.P .

*Cherise is a meanie!!! Poor guys!! LOL!!!

Ling Yen's level of hotness for guys and her comments:

Drop dead hot : Wow!! Amazing...!!

Very hot : Ohh..lovely!Really nice! (*Cute and Leng-Zhai are on the same level as Very hot and there's also drop dead cute/drop dead leng-zhai)

Hot : Wahh...nice leh !!

Good-looking : Hey! Nice! Nice!

Not bad : Hmmm...not bad,nice,really not bad...

OK : Nice...

Not bad : Ok ok lo...Live-able..(*this not bad lower than the not bad above.)

Ugly/Hideous : UG...!! Totally UG ..!!!

Super ugly : EWWWW! YUCK!!

Drop dead ugly : Painful...My eyes hurt...

Lower than drop dead ugly : My eyes are bleeding...Just disappear...Please..

*Ling Yen is EVIL!!! Pure evil!!Seriously,poor poor guys. She has never given anyone drop dead gorg but seems to give almost all the guys DDU(drop dead ugly).Sigh.. :P

So my conclusion is--
I have bad taste(see,I admitted it!),Mei-Yan and Siau Inn have approriate taste and Ling Yen and Cherise are just EVIIIIIIIILLLLLL and have extremely high standards!!! Hehehe:P

Well,I know this report of mine is very very O.O and it is very "nothing better to do"-ish.I've got no homework for Thaipusam(YAY!!:D) so here I am,posting this.
And in other stuff,these few days me and my friends have really gotten into the drawing anime
characters mood,mostly from Alice Academy.Its seriously fun and entertaining and you could totally draw for hours.If i had a scanner ,I would so scan some of the pics we drew,like my pic and only masterpiece of the ice-girl from Alice Academy(I think her name is Nobara),Ling Yen's pic of Nerumi from Alice Academy(seriously NOT BAD,she spent so long on the hair alone),Mei-Yan's pic of Natsume from Alice Academy(indeed her masterpiece)and Adelaine's pic of all the girls from Alice Academy(although she didnt really follow the book but overall,it looked nice).God I love drawing!!!And not to mention,Alice Academy fanfics!!Some of the fanfic are really awesome!! So hooked on them!!Even people who do not have a clue about Alice Academy love them!! So we are relying on Adelaine to keep on printing fanfics!!

And yeah,I forgot to thank Siau Inn in my last post with my fan fic so here I go.She was the one who gave me the idea,after all.

Well,I wont have time to post so often so I made this post extra long.And heres an Alice Academy AMV from Youtube. I love it!!! I am trying to post it here but I dont know whether you guys can see it.Hopefully , you can.And if you wanna watch.off the sound and let the red thing down there load first,when its done,replay it.I know,this post is supposed to be non-anime related but I love this vid and jsut take it as a tribute to the awesome-ness of Alice Academy.^.^

Here's the link of the vid since I really dont think I'll be able to post the vid here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BsG4ajXXb_Y

Signing off...

*.*Dont try to look into a darkness..you neednt see...*.*

2007-01-19T00:33:00.000-08:00

My Very Own Attempt at Writing a FanFic

Haha.I was awfully bored so I decided to type something and it led me to write my very own Alice Academy fanfic. (A fanfic is fanfistion,stories that fans of a certain thing[usually shows n anime] write based on the thing.)If you don't watch or read Alice Academy, just treat it as a normal story...Tell me whether it sucked,ok? :P

Disclaimer: I so do not own Alice Academy so please dont sue me.

Someday I'll Smile for You by Min Xian

It was a typical morning in the elementary division of the academy. A certain blonde teacher with a human feromone Alice had just entered the class.

"Morning , Mr.Nerumi!!!" Said Mikan , a girl with hazel hair that was tied up in two ponytails and a nullifying Alice.

"Morning , Mikan ^.^ !!!"replied the teacher, winking.

" Class, I have excellent news!!!" began Mr.Nerumi.

"Does that excellent news mean you wont be wearing that outrageous outfit in class anymore?" a student said.Mr.Nerumi was known for his quirky ways and was often seen wearing strange and weird outfits.

"I have decided to hold an Masquerade Party for the elementary division!!! It will be so much fun!! Everyone will have so much fun dancing, dont you all think so? " continued Mr.Nerumi,obviously estatic with his idea.

"Will there be food?"asked Hotaru coldly,without lifting her gaze from the machine she was working on.

"Yes..there will be food and lots of them too!" explained Mr.Nerumi.Hotaru smiled greedily and continued tinkering with her machine.

"Oh..Mr.Nerumi...that's such a great idea!!! It'll be like the Last Dance!!! We had so much fun then !!!"exclaimed Mikan, overjoyed. "Umm...but what's a Masquerade Party? "

"A Masquerade Party is where everyone comes wearing masks and no one will be able to recognise each other...like this.."Mr.Nerumi put on a mask and then distributed a mask to each student.

"Wow!! It's so cool!! I cant wait!!"cooed Mikan,admiring Mr.Nerumi.

The whole class sweat-dropped.The mask was totally something only Mr.Nerumi would pick out. And there was no way the mask could even conceal anyone's identity..it was just too obvious.

A dark-haired boy with cold ruby eyes looked up from the manga he was reading.He flinched at the sight of the mask and pushed it aside.Then he turned his attention to the bubbly girl that was walking towards him and his best friend, Ruka.

" So ..Ruka, are you coming? It's gonna be so much fun!! The mask is really nice!! " asked Mikan.

Then,Sumire,who had a cat-dog Alice,interrupted."Of course Ruka's coming and he wouldnt dance with you anyway.Natsume,you're coming too , right?"Sumire was the self-declared president of the Natsume-Ruka fanclub .She was ignored by Ruka and Natsume. Mikan frowned and stuck out her tongue at Sumire.

"Uh...I guess.." replied Ruka, looking a little bit flustered .

"How about you,Natsume?"asked Mikan,shifting her gaze to the dark haired boy,who was now frowning at her.

"Why would I come to something so stupid,you idiot.Now run along before I burn you." replied Natsume rudely.Natsume had a strong Alice of fire and was already getting ready to use it on Mikan.

"Bluekk..you're so rude,Natsume!!"Said Mikan. Then, she walked away.

"That idiot..." muttered Natsume as he focused on his manga again.

Soon, class was over and everyone left to get prepared for the Masquerade Party.Natsume stayed at his seat and continued to read his manga.The only other person who was in the class was Kokoroyomi,whose Alice was to read people's thoughts.

Kokoroyomi stared at Natsume and began to read Natsume's thoughts.

He smiled at what he had discovered from Natsume's thoughts and said: "I know you want to go to the party,Natsume.There's a certain person you must want to dance with."

Natsume looked up."Have you been reading my mind? You better stop it or you'll become ashes in no time!!!"

"I've already read enough. You should go...you wouldnt want to keep Mikan waiting,would you?" grinned Kokoroyomi.He was long aware of Natsume's feelings and always felt the need to tease Natsume about it.

"Shut up!!!" said Natsume,turning pink. He set fire to Kokoroyomi's hair.

The two seemed to be oblivious to Hotaru,who had returned to class to collect something.Hotaru had an evil grin on her face. She had videotaped the whole thing,including the part where Natsume blushed.This would certainly prove to be an interesting advantage, she thought.

Hotaru walked calmly towards Natsume.Natsume looked up at Hotaru.Hotaru showed him what she had just recorded.Natsume flinched and turned pink again.Kokoroyomi who had just put out the fire in his hair watched the footage too.

"Wow, Natsume, you were blushing !!" exclaimed Kokoroyomi.

"Shut up!! You better give that tape to me!!!"shouted Natsume,furious.

"No...but I'll destroy it if you attend the Masquerade Party tonight.." replied Hotaru calmly,avoiding Natsume as he tried to snatch the tape.

"If you don't ..this will get out and everyone will know."said Hotaru,grinning.

Natsume's fists tightened.He knew he had no choice.

I cant let anyone recognise me,thought Natsume.Especially not Mikan.And this mask Nerumi gave us is useless.Natsume sat in his room,thinking.

He felt annoyed with himself.Some part of him really wanted to go and dance with Mikan but a bigger part of him told him he couldnt go for he was Natsume and he never did such stuff.

Then , he noticed something.It was the apperance-changing mask that he bought during the Alice Festival a while ago.As long as he put it on,his appearance would be altered and no one would ever be able to recognise him.

Natsume put it on,satisfied.He looked at himself in the mirror.His face did not change much but the mask concealed a part of his face so it was not very obvious. The only drastic difference was his hair.It was no longer dark but instead a light shade of brown.No one would ever recognise him as the change in hair was more than enough to conceal his identity.

The Masquerade Party had begun and everyone was very excited.It was a lively occasion and a few people were already dancing. Mikan was having so much fun and looked around at everyone.

"Hey um ..Mikan.."came a voice from behind.

"Hi...Ruka!! I recognised you!!!" exclaimed Mikan.

"Uhh..this masks dont really work that well.."said Ruka.

"Let's dance!!!" said Mikan as she pulled Ruka along.

Ruka and Mikan were dancing happily.Natsume walked in and joined the party.No one recognised him and he slowly made his way to a corner and stood there.

Hotaru walked towards him and said:"I know it's you,Natsume.I invented that mask you're wearing so I can see who is truly under it.But I must say,my invention worked well..I highly doubt anyone else will be able to recognise you."

"Hmphh..I came so you better hand over that tape!!"shot Natsume.

Hotaru smiled and handed him the tape."Here you are.Why dont you go and dance?"

"Hmphh."muttered Natsume,snatching the tape away.Then he scoured the place.He saw Mikan dancing with Ruka and frowned.

Mikan had just finished her dance with Ruka and noticed someone in the corner of her eye.That person,there's something so familiar about him,she thought.

Mikan walked towards Natsume,who was in disguise."Uhh..hi..are you having fun?"

Natsume flinched as he saw Mikan and lowered his voice so it wouldnt be recognised."Uhh.."

"Come on..let's dance.It's really fun!!" smiled Mikan sweetly .

"Uhh..I think..maybe.." I really want to dance with her,Natsume thought.

"Come on!!" said Mikan cheerfully and took hold of Natsume's hand.

Natsume blushed and was led to the dance floor by Mikan.

The music started and it was a slow song.

"Wow,you're a really good dancer.." praised Mikan,smiling.

"Huh..uhh..thanks..."Natsume felt himself blushing uncontrollably.

"You know,you sort of remind me of my friend,Natsume.But you're totally different."Mikan said, as she danced.

Natsume jerked a bit and said:"How is this Natsume like?"

"Ohh..he's really rude and always teases.And he always isolates himself and refuses to turn up at events like this.He's always alone..today I asked to come but he refused.I really wanted him to come." explained Mikan,sighing.

"Why did you want him to come?" asked Natsume,looking into Mikan's eyes.

"He's always unhappy.I just wanted him to come and have fun.I am happy when he's enjoying himself but he is often in a bad mood and never seems to smile.Although he can be really mean to me sometimes,I do care about him and I just want to see him happy.It would be the best thing ever if I could just see him smile...I really want to see him smile..just once.." said Mikan.

'I really want to see him smile...just once..'Mikan's words rang in Natsume ears.He was surprised.Slowly,he felt his lips curving upwards,forming a tiny smile.He was smiling and he just couldnt stop it.He looked at Mikan and gazed into her eyes.

"Maybe someday he'll smile for you.."

END.

Hate it? Love it? Well..it was a first attempt... +.+ And I have this weird feeling that I can read teacher's minds!!! Serious. I am not crapping.When a teacher asks students to answer the question or wtvr...I will sometimes get the feeling that the teacher's gonna call me next and I havent been wrongf so far.This has happened not once,not twice but THRICE!!! Coincidence? I think NOT!!! I am physic(how do you spell psikik..?)...lalalalala...haha...^.^

Signing off...

2007-01-11T23:56:00.000-08:00

Alice Academy

Ok..ok...here i go blabbing about anime again...i've got a new fav anime n its seriously awesome..totally worth checking out...it can so make a non anime fan into a total otaku(anime fanatic)....i still like Ranma1/2 but the animation's kinda sucky now....the drawing is really horrid...Ranma 1/2's manga is nice but the anime is somewhat disappointing nowadays...so back to the anime I was talking about...Alice Academy...enjoy!!!

*p/s: I do not own Alice Academy.(just typing this in case ppl decide to sue me...you never know...)And i was gonna type the suimmary for the show myself...but i kinda wasted a whole lot of time fiddling with my blog settings so i just copy pasted frm Wikipedia. Wikipedia's extremely useful...u can look up anything...check it out.

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Gakuen Alice or Alice Academy is the story of a 10-year old girl, Mikan Sakura, who is devastated when her best friend, Hotaru Imai, transfers to a special school for "genius" kids in Tokyo and runs away from home to seek out her dear friend, and soon finds that the school Hotaru transferred to, Alice Academy, is specifically for children who have special powers called "Alices". After a teacher at Alice Academy, Narumi, discovers that Mikan has a unique Alice, she is admitted into the school. The story is primarily about Mikan and her experiences at the academy.

In the story there are many types of Alices. The five main types of Alices are:

Potential Types - Alices that are super powers (flying, mind reader, illusion, etc)

Technology Types - Alices that are based on technology and research fields

Physical Types - Alices based on the body of humans, animals, and other living things;

Special Ability Types - Alices that don't exactly fit in the three types of Alices above; and

Dangerous Types - Alices that may be one of the above but are considered dangerous.

Every Alice is of one of four shapes, that specify how much of it can be used and how often.

Childhood Alice: They start out as an Alice but grow up to be an ordinary adult.

Diffuse: The Alice is always available, but at a relatively low power level.

Intermittent: The Alice can only be used for a short period at any time, but at a relatively high power level.

Limitless: The Alice can be used as often and as much as desired, but each use impacts against the user's own life and can kill them if overused.

Here's pictures of the four main characters in Alice Academy.

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CHARACTERS

Mikan Sakura (佐倉蜜柑, Sakura Mikan)
10
Female
Alice-Nullification(cancellation of other Alices)

is the protagonist of the story. She is an energetic, good-natured girl, but time and again, her clumsiness lands her into trouble. She is an orphan who used to live with her grandfather in the country. When she was in second grade, Hotaru transferred to her school from the city and had a hard time fitting in with the others due to her being a genius. At first, Mikan didn't really want to be friends with Hotaru, but when they entered a dance competition and won it together she decided to be Hotaru's best friend. From then on, she cared deeply about Hotaru and they were both as close as sisters, even though their personalities are the exact opposite. When she heard that her school was going to be demolished, she led a protest to stop it, since it contained so much memories of her and Hotaru. However, no one joined her. (This section is elaborated in the anime more than in the manga.)

She was shocked to hear that Hotaru was moving back to the city to go to an academy for young 'geniuses' like her. When she heard rumors that students were like slaves in Alice Academy (which, she felt, was a possibility since they gave money to parents for sending their children to the school), Mikan left her grandfather and her home to go after Hotaru by herself. She was then accepted to Alice Academy by Narumi-sensei and could attend Alice Academy with Hotaru and many other children with extraordinary powers. While she makes friends later on, she is initially accepted with skepticism by her classmates, with whom friendship she was to win as an "entrance exam" into the Academy. This is emphasised all the more by the fact that she does not initially know what her Alice is. Thrown together with several confident classmates who have already been in the system for a while, she asks what the audience would -- "How are people with Alices different? We are all human, aren't we?" While she is below average in academics and the school's star ranking system, she has strong willpower and a happy-go-lucky attitude. Her "Alice," or magical ability, is the power to nullify the Alice of others, which is the reason why the Academy administration keeps an eye on her. Seems to be a very up-an-at-it person, much to annoyance of her down-to-earth friend, Hotaru. She's the only girl that Natsume called by her first name. She was originally a 'No Star'(the lowest rank in the academy's star-ranking system), but moved on to being a 'One Star' after her combined effort with Sumire rescued (more or less) Natsume .

Here's pics of Mikan.

Hotaru Imai (今井蛍, Imai Hotaru)
10
Female
Alice - Invention

Hotaru Imai is Mikan's best friend. She is extremely intelligent and rational. During the story, though she may appear to be rather cold and indifferent on the surface, it is apparent that she genuinely cares for Mikan. Her keen observations of Mikan's mistakes and shortcomings leaves others wondering if they are really best friends. Although she was raised by her parents and is a super-genius, she is a bit mean, especially towards Mikan. She assumes a big-sister role to Mikan and is sometimes the voice of reason to her. Her Alice is that of Invention, and during her time at the country with Mikan and her grandfather, she created many strange but useful inventions, often made to look like animals. She went to Alice Academy partly because they gave out money and she wanted to pay her old school's dues so it wouldn't be demolished. As an Alice, her parents were state-bound to enrol her in the Academy. So to an extent, they probably got tired of evading the government, too. She wanted to go for the position of 'Honor Roll Student' so she could go home to visit Mikan and her parents.

She also tends to be fairly "sassy" through the variety of things she either does to bully Mikan, or punish others who bully her. She has some goofy points, though; her constant eating habits and her greedy side that causes her make inventions such as those that need a toll payment. Hotaru breaks the fourth wall by teaching the audience about her inventions. The other characters see her explaining her inventions to apparently no one. She has the same Alice as a middle school boy, although he is a 'Two Star' and she is a 'Three Star' (the second-highest star rank in the Academy, next to 'Specials' like Natsume). She also has an older brother who is one of the "principal students" or student council president of the middle school division. She also knows that both Natsume and Ruka have crushes on Mikan. An enterprising student, she is not above blackmail, most particularly of Ruka -- she takes pictures of him showing his gentler side, probably to cater to the girls (and some guys) in the school, who would buy them. She does not only take photos of him, though -- when a returning alumni and current famous actor, Reo, shows up, she makes sure she is at a vantage point to get good photos. She complains that the effect is, however, rather ruined when Mikan somehow falls into Reo's path.

Hotaru

Hotaru n Mikan

Hotaru

Natsume Hyuuga (日向棗, Hyūga Natsume)
10
Male
Alice-Fire

Natsume is a genius and ditches class frequently throughout the story. He is thoroughly unhappy with the school, and is suspicious of the intentions of adults. It seems that he is involved in top-secret missions for the academy. He is paired up as Mikan's "partner" by the their mostly-absent class teacher, Narumi. He possesses the Alice of Fire, and is classified into the Dangerous ability type. Generally moody and silent, but seems to have softened only to Mikan. He also has feelings for her, and this is evident when he throws an apple at Mikan's head on the stage, when she was about to kiss Ruka for the play. This is Natsume's first real sign he likes Mikan. Later on, in episode 20 of the anime, during the "Last Dance", Natsume notices that his friend Ruka likes Mikan, so being the good friend that he is, he pushed Ruka towards Mikan and left the two behind. His past remains veiled, although during the anime, there are hints that his family perished in a fire that burned down the village, which may have been due to Natsume's fire Alice. In the manga, through Ruka's narration, however, the fire that burned the entire village was caused by his sister, who had the same fire Alice, but he took the rap for her. His father was injured in this incident, but not seriously. Throughout the story, he constantly suffers from conscience pangs, and seems to be in a dilemma being concerned with the danger he puts people close to him in (Persona seems to threaten to harm his friends, and possibly his sister, currently kept captive by the man, if he neglects his duty of using his Alice for the Academy's business/political purposes.). A physical illness due to frequent use of his Alice also troubles him -- his Alice is of the Unlimited form, which drains his life span every time he uses it. Natsume kisses Mikan on the lips in volume 9 of the manga, during the Christmas party.

Natsume(can u see the earring...its an Alice control device...meant to control his Alice but its darn cool,aint it?)

Natsume is so hot!!!

Natsume

And more Natsume. (haha....i'm such a Natsume fan!!)

Natsume using his Alice.

Ok..ok...one last Natsume pic.

Ruka Nogi (乃木流架, Nogi Ruka)
10
Male
Alice-Animal Pheromone(ability to attract animals)

Ruka is Natsume's childhood friend and often referred by Mikan throughout the story as "Ruka-pyon". He has a gentle and pleasant personality that balances out that of Natsume's. His animal pheromone Alice allows him to get cozy with animals, a fact that he is embarrassed about and is often blackmailed over -- Hotaru has pictures taken of him showing his affinity towards animals and him wearing girl's clothes. Despite this, he often carries a rabbit with him. Also has affections for Mikan proven when he was ready to get kissed by her in a play although he usually stays away from girls. (In the manga, this seems to have been a last-minute change to the script done by Narumi-sensei; Ruka seems more confused than expectant in this scene.) The kissing scene was ended, however, when an apple thrown by Natsume comes into play. After the play, it was evident that he wanted to be Mikan's "Last Dance" partner but he was too shy to ask her. The upperclass girls who were jealous of Mikan didn't help at all, either, but Mikan and Ruka did end up dancing some time during the festival. In the manga, Ruka only kisses Mikan once on the cheek.

Ruka's really cute too.Here's a pic.

Ruka blushing.(hehe^.^)

Ruka n Natsume.

Ruka

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There's actually a whole lot of other characters but I decided to only put the four most important characters.I'm a total Mikan n Natsume fan and i totally think that they are so meant for each other.Natsume likes Mikan but Mikan is sadly, absolutely clueless...here are some pics of Natsume n Mikan:

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Well...I'm signing off...hope this post didnt bore you guys... ^.^ P/S: I might not update my blog too often so sorry !!!!

2006-12-18T02:36:00.000-08:00

Damn life's so boring nowadays...feel like im dying here...

You know where u read all those books or watch all those movies where totally cool stuff happen to teens...like they befriend superstars or gain some cool power...i mean...those are so surreal...nothing happens here ...nothing...probably the most interesting thing Ive done these hols is sit down on my couch n watch anime reruns...and i cant get out of the hse coz im grounded...and i totally dun hav the guts to sneak out...my conscience would juz kill me if i ever snuck out...well..the hols are ending...n what hav i got to show for it!? Nothing!!!

Well...i'm headin off to langkawi tommorow so i totally hope i get something out of this holiday...neways...hav a good remainder of the hols everyone!!! ^.^

*.* I know I can never be in your heart... there's already soemone else there. *.*

2006-12-16T06:30:00.000-08:00

Ranma 1/2

I wanna post bout one of my fav shows of all time....anime that is...i seriously dunno when i became such an anime fan but ANIME ROXX ...call me an anime freak or wtvr...i dun care..it's not as if my whole life revolves around anime...i like it....but i'm not like all over it or something...so back to what i was talkin about...Ranma 1/2 !!

tats a pic of the characters in Ranma1/2 ...ok the show is about Ranma ... who turns into a girl when doused in cold water...he turns back into a boy when doused in hot water...he became this way coz when he was training wif his dad at the Cursed Springs of Jusenkyo in China..he and his dad,Genma fell into the springs...Ranma fell into the Spring of the drowned girl so he will turn into a gal whenever he is doused in cold water...whilst his father fell into the Spring of the drowned panda...so he will turn into a panda when doused in cold water...there are a thousand cursed springs in Jusenkyo...n the ppl who fall into the springs will turn into wtvr tat drowned in the spring when doused in cold water n will turn back when doused wif hot water...example of cursed springs are The Spring of the Drowned Pig , The Spring of the Drowned Duck . The Spring of The Drowned Cat and many many more...

So..well...what further complicates Ranma's life is that he soon finds himself engaged to Akane Tendo, whose father is great frens with Ranma's dad n therefore arranged an engagement between Akane and Ranma...the two fiancees are extremely unwilling to get married n cannot get along... like cats and dogs...Ranma often teases Akane and Akane oftens hits Ranma...they totally deny having any affection for each other...but the truth is they actually have feelings for each other...then Ranma gets two more fiancees...Shampoo and Ukyo by accident...Shampoo and Ukyo adore Ranma and try all sorts of ways to get Ranma to like them....this makes Akane very jealous even though she denies liking Ranma...but Ranma does not like Shampoo or Ukyo...

Other than that...Ranma has other suitors too...for example Kodachi Kuno and her brother Tatewaki Kuno...Tatewaki Kuno likes Ranma's girl form but has no idea Ranma can turn into a girl...Tatewaki Kuno also loves Akane and cant seem to choose between Akane or Ranma''s gal form...Akane also has many suitors...as she is frequently chased by all the boys in her school...Akane is also loved by Ryoga Hibiki...who turns into a pig when doused in cold water....Akane keeps the pig as a pet...not knowing that it is Ryoga n names it P-Chan..Ranma knows that P-Chan is in fact Ryoga n gets very upset when Akane hugs or kisses P-chan...

Well...that's all i can say...but i was seriously gonna put more pix...but dunno y...i suddenly cudnt upload anymore pictures..stupid blogger...neways...if u hav animax ..watch Ranma 1/2...it's on evry mon - fri at 5.30 pm , repeats at 9.30 pm n 10.am...and it's also showin on 8tv...evry mon-wed at 6pm....i totally respect Rumiko Takahashi..the brilliant creator of Ranma 1/2...so juz go check the show out....or the manga...wtvr...hate it or love it...u wont regret tryin... ^.^

and p/s...i hate puttin pix...how do u guys even manage to make these things work???

*.*Hate me. Love me. Use me. Whatever.*.*

2006-12-12T21:16:00.000-08:00

Random post with no specific topic ^.^

Today is just some extremely random day and since I seriously have got nothing better to do , I went blog-visiting . I visited everyone’s blog but didn’t really leave any messages in the cboxes because I was too busy reading the blogs and looking at pictures. Talking about pictures…my blog does lack of pics….but that’s only because I have absolutely no freakin idea how to put pictures in my blog and also the fact that I don’t have a digi cam so I can’t go cam whoring in dressing rooms n all and plus, I don’t think cam whoring is really my kind of thing. And about the digi cam, I was totally SUPPOSED to get one !!!

And now since I’ve mentioned the whole I’m-totally-supposed-to-get-a-digi cam thing,let me tell you why I didn’t get it. You know when parents go all, **If u do this or if you get blablabla marks/results/etc in ur blablabla exam/tornament/competition or wtvr thingy , I will reward you with ……….. ** and then when you actually DO manage to achieve the target and start awaiting your reward , your parents then totally forget about it or back out of their promise or something and the result is , you work your ass off to achieve the target in order to get your reward and your parents just forget all about it and duh, you don’t get no freakin reward .

And then when you try to remind your parents about your reward, they totally shrug it off and say they’ll get it some other day and of course that some other day they refer to exists just as much as rainbow unicorns and pink leprechauns that grant your every wish exists…in other words that some other day is no other day. And some parents , especially mine, lay the guilt trip on you, and make you feel all bad and guilty. Example:

Kid who wants so-called reward (KWWSCR) : Mom, dad , remember you promised me you’d get me a laptop if I got 8As in my PMR.

Evil parents (EP):
We did? Well, we’re kinda busy now so can it wait? (obviously when they say ‘can it wait?’ they don’t mean it as a suggestion , it’s more like an order )

KWWSCR:
But you promised me and you told me the exact same thing when I reminded you like, a week ago.( the EP obviously doesn’t remember that they tried to shrug it off a week ago)

EP:
OK, that’s it , do you have an idea how hard we work just to put food on the table and pay for all the living costs? And you , as a student , it is YOUR job to do well in your studies and why should we present you with a reward just for doing your responsibility?
And you just come in and ask us for this and that, do you know how pressured we get? Money doesn’t come falling from the sky you know!! We don’t print money !!

Okay…there we are , the perfect example, and the KWWSCR should do now in my opinion is to back away a bit and wait for them to chill a bit but then what the KWWSCR is most likely to do (which is also what I did ,BIG MISTAKE) is :
KWWSCR:
But I worked hard for it and you promised !!! My friend’s parents gave her a laptop !!!(never say that because it will only piss the EP off even more)

EP:
Oh really…we’re so sorry we’re so poor we cant give you a laptop so why don’t you just go run away and hope you can get adopted into some rich family who cant give you anything you want!!! Or why don’t you beg your friend’s parents to buy YOU a laptop!!
Why are you so ungrateful!?

Okay, when you get into such situations , you better just RUN and blardy well not say anything back in return because you do not want to go there. Trust me.

So that’s why I didn’t get my digi cam but it’s totally not the first time my EP did that to me….once they promised me to bring me to Sydney if I got 7As in my UPSR…hell yeah, I got 7As but did I get to go to Sydney? HELL NO!!!

Don’t you just hate it when parents do that!? >.< But that’s the way it goes , it’s like some stupid equation : KID + EVIL PARENTS = :( :( :(

But thank god not all parents are like that , some parents might have their evil moments (like mine) but are usually not evil most of the times. So we cant blame our parents , I mean, they want what’s best for us , right???

*.*All I want is everything *.*

2006-12-03T04:02:00.000-08:00

Worst Day Ever!!!

I am just so damn frustrated with today that i cant even bother to blog properly...i am just so *urghhh*...you know why i am so pissed today...!?

first of all ..i spent the whole day going to supermarkets which were utterly BORING..but then i did buy a pair of new jeans (finally i can strike that off my wishlist^.^)...

then...my mp3 player's stupid earphones were sorta screwed up so i couldnt listen to any music (GOD!!!!*urghh**urghh**urghh*!!!!)....

thirdly...my parents got super pissed with me coz i was being totally ungrateful and all...and what sucks is that i cant really blame them at all coz i know i was being horribly ungrateful and sulky coz i was dragged to supermarkets and couldnt go to a shopping mall ....(i am in deep shit now >.<)

and after that..me n my sis went n bought some really nice nail polish but didnt hav anymore money to get nail polish remover (are we kinda stupid or what?)...and then my parents refused to give us the money and got pissed n all...so when we got home n did our nails...we totally screwed it up (we arent the best manicurists and unfortunately we blardy well cant afford to get our nails done =.=")...now we cant remove the nail polish that got smeared here n there and we have to walk around with it....furthermore the nail polish is BLACK....so we look like we have black fingers...sigh...

one more thing...i almost went to a nice mall but then when we got into the parking space..it was like WHOA...so damn bloody FULL....so we ended up having to exit without even getting a chance to enter....i was so *yerrrrr...dammit!!*...i was so close to getting my hoodie....blerkkk...n obviously that totally made me extremely impatient n sickened...aihhz..

but then ...a few good things did happen today...i found some really awesome Ranma 1/2 fanfiction websites...for those who have no idea what Ranma1/2 is...go watch it on Animax...it's like the "awesome-est" romance comedy anime ever...its so damn nice to watch...i'd buy the entire series if i could find it....and i did get my new jeans... :D...but then today is pretty sucky...i hate it when my parents are pissed with me... :(

this post is kinda short i think...urghh...so frustrated to blog !!!...and i dun even wanna put colour...so lazy...urghhh

*.*The blerk-ness of life continues >.<*.*

2006-11-28T06:17:00.000-08:00

Yay... I can blog again!!!

My stupid com that was crashed by my stupid bro finally got fixed so i can finally keep my blog alive again...anyway...i've got nthg much to blog about coz the hols suck!!!! So boring la wei....but i dun want the hols to end too...coz nxt yr pmr....i still cant accept the fact that i'm 15 nxt yr....i feel so old....i mean ur teens r probably the BEST years of ur life...and ur teen yrs are from 13 to 19....and being 15 is like almost halfway thru it....soon we'll all be married n the best thing we can do is cook,work n feed our kids....!!!! My god, then we'll have grandkids n they'll totally ignore us coz we'd be OLD then....sigh...why does life pass so fast?! Man....i wanna be 13 again..>.< >.< >.<

Well...my com is seriously NOT the best com in d world so i cant do anything but bog or chat when i'm online....so obviously i need sumthing else to do during the hols...i wanna find a job...coz i had a job today and it was awesome coz i earned 70 bucks....my very first hard earned money ^.^...all i had to do was go for this market research survey thing...where they asked us to drink sum soft drink n asked us to tell them our opinions bout it...n then they showed us the new tv ad for the soft drink n all we had to do was rate it...it only took about a few hrs n we got 70 bucks....it rocked ...i want more jobs...i wanna get a hoodie so badly n i want a PS2.....!!!!!

And....hmm...wat else can i say....uhhh...so bored....i cant even blog properly nowadays...okay lar....tats all ...and god i love cascada...never thought i'd ever like techno but seriously cascada rox!!! And this holiday is so unfun....i'm gonna make a holiday want-to list and see wat i actually get to do at the end of the hols....

Holiday Want-To List :

I WANT TO....
>go shopping
>watch step up/death note/james bond/eragon
>get another job
>buy PS2
>get streamyx
>buy hoodie
>buy more tees
>go ice skating (desperately)
>go my friends hse
>go on a family trip
>???? (i'll add more the nxt time i think of sumthing)

well...tats all...at least i resurrected my blog...

*.*You laugh at my dreams but I dream about your laughter*.*--Just The Girl, The Click Five

2006-09-02T21:29:00.000-07:00

This thingy i hav to do thanks to Hui Lyn *.*

ok....better start cracking my head...

Seven Things That Scare Me:
1. Being all alone in life with no guy there for me...
2. Losing my loved ones...family n friends...
3. Being in a fight with a friend and knowing that it's my fault :-(
4.Being left out and forgotten
5.No Astro !!! No Internet !!! No blogging !!!
6.Losing my voice and not being able to talk or laugh anymore :O )
7.Telling a lame joke that no one understands +.+

Seven Things That I Luv:
1.My TV!!!The Simpsons!!!
2.Buying stuff!!!
3.My family and my friends!!!
4.Food!!! I live to eat, not eat to live!!!
5.Money!!! ( I want more moolah..!!!) $.$
6.Music!!! Music is my heart and my soul!!!
7. Him

Seven Important Things In My Room:
1.Air-con!!!
2.My jar of emergency cookies n snacks!!!
3.My blanket !!!
4.My bed!!!
5.My Computer!!!
6.My cupboard of clothes!!!
7.My poster collection!!!

Seven Random Facts about me:
1.I collect stamps,seriously,I do.
2.I love taking photos even though I am so not photogenic.
3.I like to pose in front of the mirror when no one's looking. (It's seriously perasan but at least i do it when no one's around)
4.I am such an envious person..i get jealous over the smallest things but i forget it after a while.
5.I love jokes, any type of jokes, as long as it makes me laugh.
6.I'm kinda lame.
7.I'm seriously religious and superstitious.

Seven Things I Plan to do Before I Die:
1.Try every extreme sport available on the face of this earth.
2.Get rich or die trying. lolx...
3.Buy everything I've ever wanted but just couldnt afford now and show it off...ahahahahaha(evil laughter)
4.Be together with my one true love happily ever after!!!
5.Be rich and donate a million dollars to charity(for once, i will do something good and worthwhile)
6. Tour the world with my band(if my band will ever work out)
7. Buy all the Hilton Hotels and be richer than Paris Hilton and buy Trump Tower and be richer than Donald Trump. I'm not gonna buy Microsoft and be richer than Bill Gates coz he's such a nice guy.

Seven Things I can Do:
1.Get into trouble.
2.Make people laugh.
3.Shop till I drop...if i ever have enough moolah to do so.
4.Copy people's school project.
5.Eat.
6.Watch a whole day Simpsons marathon onTV.
7.Embarass myself at all times.

Seven Things I Cant do:
1.Sit through an extremely long lecture.
2.Control my laughter.
3.Do my own school project.
4.Cook,sew,housework.
5. Be alone.
6.Look good and high-class and not do anything stupid.
7.Control my emotions when I'm really angry or sad.

Seven Things I say the Most:
1.Damn
2.Huh?
3.Hahahaha
4.Oh my god!
5.Perasan...
6.That's so ................*speechless*
7.Hello

Seven people who must do this:
1.Hui Lyn (but she's already done it *.*)
2.Xin Li
3.Ling Yen
4.Adelaine
5.Siew Kwan
6.Cherise
7.Shawn or Dexter la...no one else d...

This thingy had better be good coz i spent an hour on this post....i'm a slow typer....*.*

**Everything happens for a reason.**

2006-09-01T20:08:00.000-07:00

Pictures....

i'm gonna try to put pix in my posts....i dun hav a clue on how to do it...so i'll juz experiment with a few pictures....so don't mind the disaster i'm about to create...ahahahax...*.*

Starburst...isnt life juicy?? Friends forever....how true... :D CANDYYYY... XD!!!Yeahhh...!!!

See the little stickman n the little pink thingy ;)

Ok....these are all the pics i can put now....hopefully it works n turns out well...coz i freakin spent half an hour on this !!!!

**ahahahahahahahahahahahahax....laughter is the language of the soul **

2006-09-01T19:40:00.000-07:00

:( Depressed....!!!!

i think i'm depressed....i think....depressed means very very sad rite....well...maybe i'm not depressed ...just sad ....

i dun even noe y i'm sad....in fact, these few days are actually quite joyful n happy n carefree....i dun hav any homework to worry about n it's not as if i'm taking my PMR in like five seconds....so y the hell am i sad?!

maybe it's coz i just realize i suck at evrything....even blogging...bluekk :( ...there's like nothing good in my life....but actually i shouldnt really complain....there are ppl out there in africa or something who's got it way worse than i have.....therefore i should be content....but evryone in the world ...not just me n you...EVERYONE...wants more in their life.....

BUT....there's always something good in a bad situation....a silver lining on every cloud....and in this situation....the best part of my life is my family , who has always been there and of course....my friends....

i wanna dedicate this post to all my friends out there.....i love you guys so muchhhhhhh~~~....omg....i so cant imagine life without you guys....u people are the ones keeping me happy ....n i will continue to be happy....coz all i need in life is u guys...and well..i need food,air n water n all that but u guys r like a basic necessity too!!!!

i wanna thank all my friends....they rock....each n evryone of them...and even the ones i might not be that close to....i will always cherish all of them forever....and i wanna apologise to them if i have like ever hurt their feelings...in any way at all...i'm sorry...!!!

This post is totally dedicated to all my friends :) rock on...you guys!!!!!

p/s: xin li...i'm so happy for you....wish u all the best with PeterPan or Mouse or whatever u call him...sry if i dint reli congratulate u tat day....u n mei yan are like the closest to me now....luv ya guys forever!!!

*.*Where would we be in this world if it weren't for our friends?*.*

2006-07-20T08:40:00.000-07:00

Am I your anything?

I bet many ppl around here has a certain someone who's always there in their heart....for some ppl there may be many ppl in their heart but usually u love dat specific person the most....well...maybe it might not be love yet...maybe just a crush...it maybe a little crush or a huge obsession or sumthing....but whatever...u just like dat person...when u like someone....u r always there for dat person....backing him or her up...whether she or he knows it or not...u feel flushed n happy when u see dat person...n all u can even think about is dat person...n when he or she talks to u...even if it's juz a friendly "hi" or maybe nothing but a smile or a look.....it can seriously brighten up ur day....even if dat day seems to be ur worst day ever....

Ok....i hav someone in my mind now...so dats y i'm posting this....but diz post aint about me...it's for everyone out there who has this feeling...the thing is...this post isnt about love n liking ppl....it's more about liking someone who doesnt hav a clue about how u feel n u don't hav a clue about how he or she feels...all u can do is wonder "Am i ur anything?" as u think about dat person ... that's wat i feel...that question reels through my mind as i talk to dat person or when i look at dat person or think about him…u juz cant stop thinking about it…I mean …there could be a possibility that he or her likes u back …but then there would be the possibility that they don’t…

I admit it…I dun really noe what the heck (I’m not gonna write what the hell....ppl hav been telling me my blog is filled with bad words >.<)I am posting about…I hav been thinking about this question for so long…its going thru my brain…it’s like so seriously frustrating…n then I juz get this big surge of energy and tell myself I’m gonna tell that person how I feel for him…but then after five seconds…I juz can’t do it…I don’t hav the guts…I mean …this isn’t juz about me…to evry1 reading this…hav u ever felt that way before…this happens to everyone of us…living on this earth….it really kills us all from the inside…but to some ppl who hasn’t had this feeling before….u’re lucky n pls appreciate it…

Why must it be so frustrating…why must we feel something…I’d rather not feel anything…wouldn’t it just be so much better…?

You know…if u feel this post is going nowhere…then just stop reading it…cause my mind’s going nowhere too…everyone fears rejection…therefore it’s so hard confronting that special person and just telling them how u feel about him/her…wouldn’t it be great if we knew what that person feels about us in advance…that would save us so much pain…

That’s why I’m giving up…I just wanna shut love out of my life for a while n turn to the real loves in my life like music…blogging…studies…friends…and especially my family…but if I could …if I dared to…I’d definitely tell that special person how I feel about him…

If I could…

2006-06-29T00:30:00.000-07:00

Thinking about it

I know i havent been the best person in the whole wide world....and i noe i'm not the worst...i'm not the most well-behaved one....but sometimes i begin to think that i am the worst-behaved one...all my teachers hate me and i noe that for a fact....i keep on blaming others for all my mistakes...first of all my teachers....i mean who doesnt...seriously....if u get into trouble at skool...when u come home to explain it to ur parents...u'll definitely be going all :" It's not my fault...that teacher hates me...she's like so against me..." and all that...that's what i've been doing all this time...but maybe it's time to take some responsibility for myself n for others...

Today was hari terbuka ( open day ) in my skool where all the parents come to skool n talk to their kid's teachers and all....ok....i hav been getting into quite a lot of trouble lately....so i knew today was like gonna suck a lot...i mean i noe wat i've done and i've warned my parents about it....for instance splashing my friend with water on her birthday (that was like .....forget about it...if i type out what i think about that case...this whole post will be flooded with all the bad words from A to Z..) and keeping something that belongs to a teacher for myself ( just got caught for that yesterday with my friend)....and all the normal stuff like being talketive n changing place in class ith no respect for teachers whatsoever....but then when i heard what the teacher said to me in front of my dad....it was like so much worse than what i thought...i mean...it was really shocking and all...i noe all my friends and including me thinks that teacher's a b*tch...but i can't help but feel what she said could be true....and of course...my parents were pissed and seriously disappointed....i really don't want my parents to be so disappointed in me...

All this while i've alwiz thought that i was just playful n mischevious n that i'm actually good on the inside....but i am seriously beginning to doubt it....maybe i'm not good...i mean ...just by seeing the amount of bad words i use in a day....i really hav to quit that habit...i quit it for a while but then it came back again....i am trying my best, really i am, not to put any bad words in this post....and the whole FuX nickname thing....i'm dumping it....it's kinda rude....i'm gonna be the best Min xian ever...i'm gonna be a very very very good girl..

....for as long as i can

Thinking about being good...seriously...i'm thinking a bout it and i'm doing it....

the reformed angel signing off<3

2006-06-01T06:09:00.000-07:00

THE SIMPSONS RoX.....*wHeE*...

The Simpsons is like the best tv show i have ever seen....which is reli good considering the fact that i watch a lot of tv...but wtvr...back to The Simpsons...those who watch The Simpsons and enjoys it....U ROCK...u hav taste in tv shows...those who watch it but cant seem to get it...whats so hard to understand about Homer Simpson saying D'oh everytime he screws sumthing up?!....and those who watches it and hates it...i hav nothing to say to u...*sigh*...and last but not least...the people that has never watched a single episode before...DO WHATEVER YOU CAN TO GET HOLD OF ONE EPISODE....u will not regret it...do whatever you can ...i don't care whether u wanna lend the show from your grandma's friend's nephew's cousin's father's colleague's wife's brother's neighbour or wtvr...but just don't do anything illegal....

Now ...this is what The Simpsons is basically about..it potrays a modern,dysfunctional family whose members are totally NuTz in one way or another and every week they seem to have a totally cool, original,wacky,unforgettable and sTuPiD adventure.....its really comforting to watch them on tv because it reminds u that there's always a family out there that's crazier than yours....ok...these are the characters in the show :
(a)HOMER SIMPSON

....the father of the family....obviously the stupidest and also the funniest...works in a nuclear power plant(hmmm...) ... married to Marge Bouvier Simpson.....father to Bart,Lisa and Maggie...almost always the one who screws something up and sets the family off on another wacky adventure...fat and lives to eat(he once sold his soul to Satan for a doughnut XD)...almost bald and has only a few strands of hair.....looks stupid and is stupid( i noe i've mentioned his stupidity before)...hates going to church(once he skipped church and tried to start his own religion)....hates Ned Flanders(who is the Simpsons' super angelic religious never-skipped-church-before-and-has the reverend-on-speed-dial neighbour)...is always planning stupid shemes that always fail...says D'oh everytime he screws something up...hangs out at Moe's bar...loves beer....loves doughnuts...loves watching the tv...his full name is Homer.J.Simpson(he never knew what J stood for but later on he found out that it stood for Jay)...

(b)MARGE SIMPSON

.......the mother of the family...has been stuck at home too long and goes a bit crazy once in a while....has tall hair....mother to Bart , Lisa and Maggie...groans whenever something upsets her..has two single sisters name Patty and Selma who hates Homer and is clearly hated by Homer and the children too...has a lot of good values such as common sense that doesnt seem to exist in the family...always resolves the problems Homer and Bart tends to create.....

(c)BART SIMPSON

......full name Bartholomew Jo-jo Simpson.....but everyone calls him Bart...very mischevious....often gets into trouble....popular in school...his father is Homer Simpson....his mother is Marge Simpson......has two younger sisters....Lisa and Maggie.....his best friend is Milhouse( a nerd who has a crush on Lisa)...enjoys skateboarding,Itchy and Scratchy cartoons,watching tv,Squishees from the Kwik-E-Mart....labelled an underachiever by his teachers....his first word was "Aye Carumba!" which is his catchphrase along with many others...actually a good kid at heart who just has too many bad ideas...idolizes Krusty the Clown...helped Krusty many times....foiled all of Sideshow Bob's(a villain who once framed Krusty) evil plans....

(d)LISA SIMPSON

....obviously the smartest one in the family....takes after her mother's common sense..helps resolve the problems in the family....the best student in her school,which is also Bart's school...talented at playing the saxophone....her parents are Homer and Marge Simpson....has often wondered where all her talent and smart-ness came from....sometimes the prey to Bart's pranks....enjoys watching "Itchy and Scratchy " cartoons....the middle child in the family.....often misunderstood by her family...is a vegetarian...her first word was Bart....the only one with morals in the whole show(Marge has morals too but lisa has more).....idolizes Bleeding Gum Murphy, a fellow sax player......

(e)MAGGIE SIMPSON
...the baby in the house...almost always forgotten by the rest of the family....sucks on her pacifier all day long....her best friend is the tv and her idol is the tv...loves her mother the most.....enjoys watching and copying tv...

That's all about I can say about The Simpsons ...it is really a great show..kudos to the show's creator,Matt Groening.......the wacky cast and plots are the best....everybody who is reading this...i hope u have enjoyed this post and decide to watch The Simpsons......

FuX-ing oFF to go and watch The Simpsons,
FuX

2006-05-27T22:05:00.000-07:00

Hari Kantin...*WoOtZ*...damn fun...

Whoa...hari kantin rox to da max man....damn kao fun....at first like not so lookin forward to it coz hav to go skool in da mornin but i was so damn wrong man....waking up at 6am was so worth it....ok...this is wat happen on hari kantin lar....wake up at 6am...damn unhappy...cannot wake up...lolx...then sit aunty car go..almost sleep in car...the journey damn long ...frm putra heights to skool...swtz...then reach skool...i was like "huh????"...then walk around lookin up n down 4 fren...i found eli but then muz go help in my class shop..walk into my class shop which is actually a "Musical Chair Cafe"...where ppl can come play musical chair...i noe..i noe..damn lame rite...but at least can relive ur childhood....lolx...help a bit lar...carry sum stuff around then later the music on adi n i think the perasmian hari kantin thing start adi so evry1 like stop work n hear lar...the musc very nice...."The Eruption"...a form 3 band perform...the music was ok...but at sum partz the guitar like cacat sikit....i guess...n their vocallist cant reli sing all those songs they perform ...coz all their song guy song but she's a gal..then later she sing "Because of u" ...i tot she wud screw it up...but seriously not bad..very nice...then later hari kantin start n all da shop start selling stuff adi so i faster run b4 teacher ask me 2 help sell thing...found hui lyn...she say wanna go 2 "whats dat ?"...its kinda a maze thingy...dunno wats dat...but the line damn long man...see also wan 2 die...*sigh*...but then we saw atreyi n cherise at the front of the line there lar...so we faster run there n join them ....but then we still hav 2 wait there like dong dong for like almost an hour...damn sien..we chit chat lar...then finally can go in ...we were like so excited...n jumpin around...we go in dat time..it was like soooooooo darrrrrrrkkkkk....cannot c anything at all ...we then try to find our way..n then we saw a torch light hanging on da fan..spinnin..spinnin...i almost tot it was a ghost...swtz...i guess the torch was supposed 2 guide us...as if ...then we keep on bumpin into tables n crap..n the maze "ghosts" were like"Boo!Boo!"....trying to scare us...so funny....but at least they tried ....so we keep on bumping our way in the "maze"...which is actually two classrooms joined together...lolx..n then we saw this guy ...cannot reli c...sittin on sumthin n holding a fishin rod thing.....later only we noe it was nazir...n then i wanted 2 grab the fishin rod but we all keep on pushin..tak sempat grab it..*sigh*...n then we keep on reachin dead end only......so the ppl in the maze keep on tryin 2 gif us directionz...they were like pointing with their fingers.."There...there!!!!!!!"....n we were like "Where..where!!!!??"...how to c where they're pointing lar....lolx...so reachin the end...there was this long haired baju kurung gal going all "Help me~~help meeeeeeee~~"..damn scary...seriously....i dun dare to walk ahead...so we like stop there for a while until the maze ppl push us forward...n then they try to show us the exit...with all their finger pointing here n there....me n my frenz were all blur...n went like different directionz...then sumhow i tot the exit was under the table...so i tried crawling out...i was all " Why so hard 2 crawl wan.....??"...then lucky sumone pull me out and show me da door...at last can c daylight again....

Then later we walk around...saw many ppl with highlighted hair...then ling yen come n show us her hair....highlighted with red...damn nice...jealous...she say can spray our hair with this colour sprayer thingy at the dataran so we faster run there n spray lah....but so sad the best colour...red...finish adi..so no choice take yellow lorr.....i ask them spray my pony tail but spray so little only...but still got lar...cherise spray quite a lot....n then we saw presena spraying her hair...the ppl there spray her hair until her hairclip also bcome yellow..lolx....then dunno how we lost atreyi....so hui lyn n cherise wanted 2 go n find her..but then mei yan ajak me walk around..so i ask them find themselves lah.....then later me n mei yan go play table talk...n then hui lyn appear again....but cherise not there adi...dunno where she go ...but hui lyn dun wan 2 play..but she still got wet...hu ask her stand so close when ppl playing..lolx.....haha....damn fun 2 play table talk ...got freakin wet but worth it.....then later me n hui lyn go 2 ghost hse lah..the "Final Destination"....but the line was even longer than the "whats that" line... we saw wen li,ling yen n presena...so we faster cut line n join them... :P....then the line was like so slooooooooooowwwwwwww.......it wasnt moving at all.....so i went off for a while 2 pay a visit 2 my class shop....then i saw eshen playing musical chair there...then i n him pakat lah.......i took control of the music n whenever he was near a chair..i off the music ...damn fun 2 cheat......in the end he won ....duhh...i help him mah...so we split the prize which was actually juz a pack of soya bean milk..lolx...but still....then i went back to the ghost hse..the line didnt move at all.....sienz...so i eat lollipop ...my lollipop finish ...we still stuck at the same place in the same line.......f***ing boring...but then lucky hui lyn got frenz working there at the haunted hse....she ask them help a bit ...then they so good let us in......so after a short while...we finally manage 2 enter........wOoHoO.....so happy......but then nervous....hui lyn was like so freaked out ....she started meditatin or sumthin....haha....then we went in lah.......ling yen was the first..then wen li....then hui lyn...then me....then presena...then hashini.....go in dat time......so dark...like the maze......as usual...we bump here bump there ...then presena kept on screaming.....so i was in fron tof her..almost going deaf...so i scream too....me n her scream all the way.....ghost or no ghost....i dun even noe wat we were screaming at....then got some ghost appear .......with their white make up...kinda freaky...then ling yen hair got stuck to the tables there...i hav no idea how dat happened.......then all the ghosts there were like "Look at me~~looooooook at meeeeee~~"...or sumthing...lolx...then later we came out of da ghost hse......n we were like " wat the hell were we screaming for.....?????".....stupid man...but it was fun...freakin fun..then me n hui lyn so good...haha....we went n promote the ghost hse...we ask evry1 to go in...then we see their reaction when they come out.....funny man..got 1 gal was so scared...she was like shivering when she came out...got sum ppl laughed all the way thru....made me regret screaming.....i almost wanted 2 go in again with hui lyn......i wanted to say "wassup" to all da ghost there....but didnt do it in the end......lolx.......then later sum1 told us dat a guy switched on the lights in the "Whats That?'....so funny..all the ppl there was all "Why u on the lights?????!!!!!"....haha...n they kicked him out......damn funny...made me wish i switched on the lights too.....then later it was time to go home......*sigh*....i wanted to stay there forever....so fun...i wanna do it all over again........btw......happy b'day cherise.......i noe its ur bday on dat day......sry for dumping u almost the whole day.....dun b mad.....sorry...sorry.!!!!!!!!Frenz foreva...ok?

FuXeS to eVeRyOnE <3....har!>

fux-ing off,
FuX

2006-05-20T21:20:00.000-07:00

Love...

Everyone noes wat love is...its a pretty damn good feeling...but it can also be a pretty damn f***ing feeling...sumtimes when we love someone..it just really...and totally blanks out ur entire mind and the only thing that u can even think of is that person....itz suffering really.....to love sum1 so much but that person just doesnt even seem to realise that and all u can do is just to think about that person day and night ....but being in love is not all pain and tears and all that freakin crap...if u love someone n dat person loves u back ...it can seriously brighten up ur life......u'll always have dat warm,fuzzy feeling ....feeling happy all the time.....thats juz the great parts about love......

Ok..ok...why am i even talking about love now...? actually it just sorta came to me...well..partly the reason was coz since it was after the freaking mid year exam that was so damn torturing and now its over i'm juz so damn free....lol...ok..back to topic...as i was saying...i am now so free n so sien...cant play any online games sadly.....so i decided to be girly n sissy n take out all those romance films n start watching them one by one....actually u can say that films like.."A cinderella story" , "What a girl wants" , "The prince n me" , "The princess diaries" are all so lame n full with mushy mushy lovey stuff...but it seriously feels good to watch such stuff once in a while....i mean... to see a totally hot guy fall in love with a girl n everything is just so damn perfect and they end up with their totally perfect happy ending.....it juz gives u a nice feeling....make u feel all warm n it gives u hope that maybe u will end up with ur loved one too happily ever after...dats y watching romance movies r the best when u're feeling sad......bored....or u've just given up on love n all that.........it really helps ....

but all these movies ...well.. are sadly...just movies...happy endings in reality...well...are kinda unreal....so all we can do is watch those movies n sumhow hope that maybe that will happen to u too...but that doesnt mean happy endings will never ever happen in love....it does...just rarely..sumtimes u may think u've got ur happy ending...but u can be wrong..it will be like "So much for my happy ending".....but if u reli love sumone will all ur heart...anything can happen...so...to everyone out there....never give up on love coz u never noe when ur happy ending will come true... :)

**You love someone you can't live without , not someone you can live with.**

2006-04-29T05:14:00.000-07:00

AHL.......aNtI hApPy LiFe.......

wahhhh....these few dayz very siao.......i'm like so tired.......a lot of thingz happened......like the creation of AHL........then.....sumthing also happened at the start of diz week...monday.....my art teacher...dunno wat happen 2 her......suddenly storm into da class......super bad mood.....start scolding da whole class.....evry1 was like : " wtf......wats wrong wit her man....." and then she suddenly ask : '' who never bring art paper!?" .......then me n my frenz ( juz so happen dat day we so kao unlucky neva bring......normally we will bring.....so swt man...) ..we all stand up...n say we neva bring......then she was like :" GO TO THE DISCIPLINE OFFICE......!!!!!!!! ".....n then me n my frenz ....we were all.....:"omg.....she siao adi......suddenly ask us 2 go 2 discipline office......normally other ppl dun bring oso she dun care........what the...." so she took out a piece of paper n write our names down......n then she write ..." these students never bring art paper....they alwiz tlk in class.....very rude........" me n my frenz was like so damn angry......we neva bring art paper only ....muz write dat we r rude.....stupid man........so we all went down to the discipline office...cursing under our breath.....n then we stay there for like 1 hour...then only the discipline teacher n our form teacher come in.......they scold us.....i feel so sad man......now our form teacher muz b so disappointed...see us get into trouble......sigh.......then we all got ten markz demerick EACH........juz 4 forgetting 2 bring art paper.....wasting our time man.........my art teacher sux man......

And about AHL.....lol...it stands for Anti Happy Life........weird rite.....it kinda means nthg.......it was like created when me n my frenz were like in da library doing nthg......( my frenz r librarianz so mayb they were doing sumthin..but wtvr......) then we were like sayin our life so sad....so sien....we dunt hav happy lives......actually we do....i think........then we say..letz anti happy life.....so we took sum labels n wrote AHL over them n stuck them on our badges (the badges our skool makes us wear dat is so freakin big...) n then later sum ppl asked us : " wats ahl........can we join....???"......n then we started handin out AHL labels......then evry1 was like wearing them.......it was so funny....... we were all promoting them....going :"hey..join AHL......itz da coolest club ever man....." n evry1 was like : "ok...ok..." .........me n my frenz were all swt.......then the ahl thing started bringing us bad luck....i fell down while wearing it....flat on my face........in front of da canteen.....so embarassing man.........so then we were all : "bad luck...bad luck......." so we all quit AHL....dunno whether other ppl quit or not.......lol......actually this post is kinda crappy..no meaning at all.......haha.......

and........shit....exam coming....muz study..........ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.............help me.................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wish evry1 da best in the exam.....those in my skool.......i mean.......n AHL rox........lol.......even though its a bit bad luck.........

2006-04-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

Is friendship really WORTH all this crap !?

friends can either make ur life happier..........or make ur life.............um.........u noe........

sumtimes ur frenz can reli giv u a hard time........they might....

BACKSTAB u........the problem is.....u'll neva noe if they backstab u or not........but when u do find out.....sparks will fly.......n u can juz kiss ur friendship goodbye coz even though the problem is solved.......u'll never forget wat she did to YOU......
LEAVE u for her "cooler" frenz......dont u juz h8 it when ur frenz leave u or ignore u when she's tlkin 2 her cooler frenz that she trys so freakin hard 2 impress.....it reli makes u wanna ......n then she acts so different wit them......n when u leave her 2 tlk wit her frenz.......she blames u 4 leaving her.......its so damn irritating man......its like dat old avril lavigne song......."COMPLICATED".......its like the lyrics......"u're tryin 2 b cool...but u look like a fool to me..ohh...to me......tell me...y u gotta make things so complicated....ohh..life's like this......."..or sumthing like dat...cant reli remember da lyrics.......itz juz so frustrating.... :(
SPREAD ur deepest,darkest secrets out....n then when u confront her....she's all...."sry......accident!! i swear......." and goes on wit her life.......while u r left 2 pick up da mess she created..........i noe coz i think i've done this b4.......it reli makes ur frenz mad......
CRITICIZE u on evrything u do........but u CANT criticize anything she does......evrything she does is totally COOL....n totally ORIGINAL...but evrything u do is totally LAME n totally UNORIGINAL.........it juz sux ........it juz so damn sucky.......
WANT everything..........hav u ever met a fren who wants EVERYTHING........but wont let u hav ANYTHING.........its as if da world revovles around HER ........n she's juz like so SPOILT.......her attitude is like......." I want what i want when I WANT IT "....it reli tears u up........
THINK she's da leader.....n all u hav 2 do is 2 follow her around...she sees u as nthg but a follower.......bosses u around and all.....its damn frustrating man......
USES u .......she only comes to u when she absolutely needs u...or else.....u're juz nthg 2 her.....

so...u c.....frenz can b reli reli frustrating.........they can betray u with anyone of the ways above..i noe there's more.....but i can't reli think of anymore.........i'm writing all this coz these few days two of my frenz has been fighting........n i think its over now........but it all started coz one fren tot the other backstabbed her n stole her fren away frm her.........i dunno.....n the other is juz plain irritated by her...........i n a few other frenz r like caught in da middle....we cant side ANYONE........so..u c........frenz can cause problems...... :(

but its not fair for me to say dat all frenz causes problems..........if u r lucky .....u will meet a truly GREAT fren.....coz i believe evry1 needs a TRUE fren....whether she or he is perfect or not.........TRUE frenz r alwiz there to share ur problems........ur secrets..........they r there 2 back u up..to support u...to b a shoulder for u 2 cry on when u r hurt.........they will never betray u...and finally.....THEY R ALWAYS THERE FOR U......rain or shine.........i consider all my frenz my TRUE frenz..........i totally appreciate them....but sometimes friendships can hit rocky edges.......there will always b a few catfights here n there......so ACTUALLY...........

FRIENDSHIP IS WORTH ALL THIS CRAP............ :)

2006-04-14T08:26:00.000-07:00

This few days......really sucks.......dont do bad stuff......especially on good friday.........

Seriously.........i'm not christian but...lemme tell u.......good friday is NOT a good day 2 do BAD stuff......u will get a BALASAN..which means dat if u do sumthing bad......sumthing bad will happen 2 u later........SERIOUSLY..........so watch out.........i totally believe in balasan now...itz not a joke man....... :(

actually....balasan doesnt juz happen on good friday........it happens EVERYDAY of ur entire freakin' LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!! if u dont believe it.........i've got proof.........

first of all........i spread rumours.......a lot of it.........evryday my class will hav a NEW rumour 2 gossip about.........and its like so fun...coz all of da rumours r fake..n i neva spread REAL rumours (after ppl mite get angry >_<)..........n well...rumours keeps us entertained.........well..spreading rumours is FUN...but its BAD...so ....here comes da balasan...........so...this is how it happened............the day b4 yesterday...there was like...a k'hidup class...so boys n galz were split up.....n then me n da galz ...were like tlking bout who we think is da cutest in the whole class...n i was like saying dat one guy was da cutest n all....i dunno y.......he's not reli cute.......his face is juz funny..i guess...so....juz at that MOMENT..he passed by with the other boys (as i said we (boys n galz) were split up n going 2 two different workshops or wtvr..) n as a JOKE.....(somehow i ALWAYS overdo my STUPID CRAPPY "JOKES" and get myself into trouble....XD)......i yelled 2 dat guy :" hey........u're not bad lookin man!!!"....n then my fren was all..." yeah.....sum1 thinks u're cute........!!!!!!"........so u see...i kinda brought this onto MYSELF....i am seriously stupid sumtimes.....sigh.......n then later.......after k.hidup....all da boys n galz were together in one class again....n well...evry1 was all:" ooooooooooooooh....min xian like..(dat guy's name)!!".......it was so EMBARASSING.....so i was like juz sitting there..going omg..omg..omg.....n then i suddenly realized.......it was a BALASAN.........a totally freaky balasan........i spread rumours (a lot of them)...and now a rumour was being spread about.......ME..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......it sucked man....it really sucked........so...u c......THERE IS A BALASAN..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!! u better watch out man........wat u do will happen 2 u in the END ......

And......secondly........i have more proof on balasan.........n all this happened TODAY......on good friday.........this is the first one......i was like joking bout my fren....saying dat she was ummmmmm.....(an insulting word).....n then after a while ...as i was walking back to class.......my fren cherise accidentally hit me on da face..........BALASAN........!!!!!!!!! Later....at tuition...even more stuff happened.........really WEIRD and FREAKY stuff.......i was like criticizing sum1....whom i criticize evry week if i hav the time....n then i got up n when i came back ..my fren cherise AGAIN....was like sitting on her chair with two legs only...n then juz at dat time...when my foot was there.......she put her chair back down and it was like crushing my poor leg.......then i was like...OMG...IT'S THE BALASAN!!!!!!!!..........i was so FREAKED OUT.......other than dat....i was like saying sumthing bad and all ..n then another BALASAN came.......my fren nicholas STEPPED ON MY ALREADY CRUSHED LEG.......i was like..........seriously....seriously freakin out.........i even got a good luck charm frm nicholas 2 like protect me frm the balasan .........n then..........my tuition teacher also scolded me...(she scolds me all the time anyway)....n i was like god sent all these ppl 2 PUNISH ME..........it was really really.........freaky..........

SO..........DONT DO BAD STUFF........THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A BALASAN WAITING FOR U.......!!!!!!!!!! >_<

My VeRy FiRsT PoSt...i'm so excited

2006-04-09T07:22:00.000-07:00

Yay......my first post at this blog....i hope its not lame.....omg....wat to write...
um.....actually i dun reli spread rumours.........but ppl say i very damn big MOUTH...... :(......sure..i got spread a few.....maybe not so little lah.....rumours b4......but.......aihh...who cares....this is my first post ...so it has 2 b interesting.......

Actually i start this blog coz i wan the whole world 2 share my thoughts...my life.....and also bcoz i was seriously bored.....XD......maybe i shud intro myself here...ok...i'm a fun-loving 14 year old gal......sumtimes i go a bit "siao" n do lame stuff........i hate bitches...wannabees...sluts....or wtvr.......i've got gr8 frenz n sum not so gr8 frenz whose names will not b mentioned...unless they want it to b mentioned or wtvr.....i go 2 this skool which i s basically ok...xcept 4 the fact dat they make us wear diz stupid badges 4 sum seriously LAME campaign and its like...FREAKIN BIG...and..the fact dat it had reli weird rulez like....girls can only use one stairs n boys gotta use another in order 2 like , avoid physical contact or wtvr.........and i'm not gonna b perasan n say dat i'm popular in skool or wtvr.......coz i'm not......i'm juz like totally average.....i like hanging out wit cool...funloving ppl...whether its a boy or a gal.....i guess dats pretty much it..........lazy 2 write any more........

and...one more thing .....

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST !!!!!!!!!!!!

yay..i'm done wit my first post!!!!!...hope its not LAME

***sEaLeD wiTh A FuX***

My VeRy FiRsT PoSt...i'm so excited

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